The Hex-Egoists

annarasumarana

2012-02-25T22:13:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in magic?

This is an awesome manhwa.
All those that have read it will understand where I'm coming from.
As long as you can think, as long as you feel, as long as you know,
You will relate to the manhwa.

Well, add in a dosage of romance and the fable is slightly tarnished.
But that's what it takes to get people to read something nowadays, anyway.
Especially when it's an ongoing occurrence in their lives.

I think the view looks much better than on the asphalt road.
The magician would agree.

life in the circus

2012-01-17T20:22:00.001+08:00

ticket to watch the most depressing act in a person's life?

Here's one.

now behold, your life played out before you, sans any happiness you'd ever felt.

Yeap, that's pretty depressing.

you asked for it, though.

What, aren't you happy with what you saw?

okay then, here's something depressing to derive your perverse pleasure from:

When will your death be?

enjoy.

it's okay; it's alright.

2012-01-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

daijoubu, daijoubu.

It's alright to feel anguished sometimes. It's kind of a natural emotion.

let it all out, let it all out.

Crying's fine too. Everyone needs to let themselves go once in a while.

学着自我催眠吧。

Look on happier times and lull yourself into false security with them. It's probably better than facing a bleak tomorrow.

kajitmal, neo kajitmal.

Look, I imagined out what your future may look like in 10 years. Live to see it.

Would you marry me?

It's Super Junior, you see. 13 hearts to provide 13 sources of comfort and security. I only have one, but there'll be a place there reserved for you.

Ich bin da, wenn du willst.

I'll always be here for you, or at least, I'll try to be. I can't guarantee I'll be here forever, but you know, let's look at the brighter side(:

so I thank you, thank you, thank you.

I do this only because I know you will do the same for me.

everything's gonna be alright; be strong, believe.

I write tragedies, and probably sins too.

2012-01-03T17:29:00.001+08:00

tra la la, new post for the new year!
IT'S TWENTY TWELVE, PEOPLE. WE WILL DIE THIS YEAR.
*cue panicking of the masses and widespread chaos*

Of course, that's only if you subscribe to all that hoopla.
If not, then it's just another year for you; you age, get older, eventually one of these years, you die!
Yeah, eventually you will die, just that there's a possibility that it might be on 21st december 2012 8D

Digressing from depressing stuff, Taiwan is AMAZINGGGGGG.
It's too bad I can't really remember much from my first trip there, except that my parents almost lost my passport (yeap, still remembering the bad and not the good) and we stayed at a love hotel or something. Green and pink walls, ick.
But this trip was just simply awesome. It was kind of like going to Japan, except I could understand them (unless they started speaking Taiwanese *coughcoughHokkiencoughcough*)
Helps that the entire extended family went along too(:

Had a few minor scares, but hey, I'm still alive, albeit battling off a seemingly chinese medicine-resistant cough.
Booyeah. Take that, woman on the phone and watch.
More details if you ever bother to ask, because I think I've recounted it quite a number of times to prove that I had a near-death encounter.

Meh.

Back to the monotony of IB school life.
Excuse me while I tend to my mushroom farm in the corner. It seems to be sprouting quite a number of new fungi.

beautiful challenge?

2011-12-05T20:24:00.001+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHE.
SKIP BEAT (real live version, featuring some taiwanese girl AND SIWON AND DONGHAE) IS AIRING SOON.
...I'm not sure exactly when, but IT'S SOON.

*cue excited fangirl screams*

Anyway. Back to reality.

I FINISHED MY SAT FORM. MUAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA.
....yeah, that took a while. Thank you procrastination and ominously long SAT form.
At least now I can give it in at the office in peace and worry about other stuff *coughcoughHLChemHLBioHLHistorycoughcough*
...Yeah, to be honest, I should be more worried about the state of my SL subjects moreso than my HLs, considering I seem to be doing pretty well in them.
The HL subjects, I mean.

Wheeeee, brain's not making sense anymore.

AH, but I did get in some chill time last night.
Watched 100% Entertainment's episode where they had some kind of 'friendly gathering' ft. Jay Chou, Show Luo and Liu Geng-Hong....
Poor Alien Huang, he's not privy to their trainee days. Oh vellllll. 8D
Anyway, seemed kind of like an awkward episode. I mean, compared to the one with Super Junior M's fanmeet, there was less cheering, less fangirls and basically less 'star power' than what I'd have expected.
Then again, I suppose that's what sets them apart from the other country's stars. The whole 'exude charisma and charm until the air is saturated with it' schtick.
...I think I just used a bio term there. Oh good golly.

Anyway, as you can see, not dead yet. Just slightly more to the 'whackjob/nutcase/HEEhahaaHURHURDERP' side(:
Tis' the life of an IB kid, I suppose.

rargh.

2011-11-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

Wow. Shoot me now.
I wouldn't mind if it was literal, seeing as I am inclined to stuffing this SAT form down my throat in hopes of asphyxiation and a gruesome death.
...Yeah, even a gruesome death seems prettier than slaving over SAT forms.

Anyway, yeah, blogging spirit has been at an all-time low xP
The rage of Tumblr is at an all-high too, anyway, so it's no wonder why everything seems so dead nowadays.
Report cards came back today (wheeeeeee.) and SAT forms are due in pretty soon too...

Yeap, definitely no joy anymore.
On a happier note......yeah there is none.
Not for now, at least.

gosh dangnabbit.

2011-09-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hummmmm.
Dead blog is quite dead.
Anyway, just an update (and a reminder) on life in general:

Just spent 3 days going to and fro from Guang Ai.
Nightmares came back to life, but hey, at least there were other people to suffer with (:
Sure it didn't really go as well as we would all like to hope, but it was a decent trip, I suppose.
Forced me to learn two english songs too, so I guess there's a benefit in that... xP

Despite disliking that place with all of my guts, I guess I can understand why the kids act as ...devilish/demonic/spawn of Communists as they did.
After being abandoned by their parents and left to guide their own misguided souls, one can only assume they don't take well to people who appear in their lives all friendly and warm hearted one day and disappear after the third.
I'm sorry, little girl, but I lied; I won't be coming back.
But I promise there will be people coming to play with you guys soon enough. Yakusoku.

Okay, so maybe it's the cold and the meds causing me to act as despondent and apologetic as I feel right now.
However, I would be lying again if I said I didn't feel a twinge of sadness when I left that place.
But oh well, I still don't like that place, despite all I feel. Can't change that fact.
Sorry Guang Ai team, but count me out xP

In other events, TOK sessions at WAB are blowing my brains through the tiny escape holes that are my ears, eyes, nose and mouth.
"IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND QUANTUM MECHANICS, THEN YOU UNDERSTAND IT."
"QUANTUM MECHANICS MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE."
good god. WHY ARE WE TALKING ABOUT IT THEN?
bleghhhhhhhhh. TOK Science is interesting, but when you lead hungry students into a 'Zero=Infinity' trap, you get brains turning into mush and uncomprehending zombie stares.

okay, drowsy pills are kicking in.
CHOW SAI, MUTHAFU-
I mean, ta ta for now, all (:

NUMBER GEH.

2011-08-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

(in the mighty words of Tumblr,)

FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU Episode 6 of No. 6 D:

WHAI YOU MAKE ME SOMEWHAT LIKE YOU DESPITE BEING BORING.
ASLDKJQLWJ AT THE BL-NESS THAT'S SOMEWHAT DENIED FERVENTLY.
NEIZUMI, JUST SHUT THAT WHINY-ASS TONE UP AND BANG SHION/SION ALREADY.
ALL THE SIGNS ARE LEADING TO IT, ALTHOUGH FROM WHAT I HEARD, IT'S APPARENTLY NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE, BUT IDGAF.

peace outu.

more quizzes!

2011-08-10T21:25:00.003+08:00

ITUNES MEME.

Number of songs: 1668

Top 10 Most Played:

1. Super Junior- It's You
2. SID- Monochrome no Kiss
3. Wakaba- Ashita, Boku wa Kimi ni Ai ni Iku
4. JJ Lin- Jiang Nan/South River
5. Jay Chou- Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian/Give Me A Song's Time
6. JJ Lin- Jia You/Good Luck
7. Super Junior M- Dao Le Ming Tian/Blue Tomorrow
8.Jay Chou- Zi Yan Zi Dao/Self-Acted & Self-Produced
9. Clear & Dasoku- Magnet
10. Jay Chou- Wo Bu Pei/I'm Not Worthy

First Five Songs That Come Up On Shuffle:

Klaus Badelt- Pirates Of The Caribbean Theme
Fleetwood Mac- Go Your Own Way
Beauty & The Beast- Be Our Guest
Super Junior- Haengbok/Happiness
Inti Creates- Theme of ZERO

Search:
"Love"- 113 Songs
"Sex"- 10 Songs
"You"- 166 Songs
Death- 3 Songs
Hate- 5 Songs
Wish- 5 Songs
Dream- 9 Songs

Longest Song: Down Once More/ Track Down This Murderer

Shortest Song:Avenue Q- I'm Not Wearing Underwear Today

...got even more bored. but dw, don't read if you don't want to(:

quiz: reloaded; the actor that doesn't have his own car

2011-08-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

(If anyone asks, yes, I did this before. I got bored and decided to see if there would be any difference after 1.5 years or so xP)

1.IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY??
A&T- The Heart Seemed To Do It Somehow
(...okay?)

2.WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Cartoon Network Medley- Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
(Ruh roh!)

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ashley Tisdale- Headstrong
(...somehow, I don't think that's what I like...)

4.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
183 Club- 迷魂计(Seductress)
(HECK NO.)

5.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Simple Plan - Happy Together
(LAWL. Maybe, maybe.)

6.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
LittleKuriboh- Stand By Marik
(HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SURE, MARIK, SURE.)

7.WHAT IS 2+2?
JT ft. TI- My Love
(...sure...?)

8.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Ne-yo - Because Of You
(...n'aww. What have you guys done to me.)

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Super Junior M- 到了明天 (Until Tomorrow/Blue Tomorrow)
(你就离开我身边...hahaha, probably.)

10.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Jay Chou- 将军(General/Checkmate)
(hurhurhur. oh yeah. like a boss, yo.)

11.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Jay Chou - 麦芽糖(Malt Candy)
(I'm not entirely I can become an inanimate edible object when I grow up, but if I can, why not!)

12.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pigstar - Shoudou (Overflowing? idk.)
(HAHAHHAHA. SURE, SURE. THAT WORKS.)

13.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Metallica- King Nothing
(...that's horribly depressing to think. vhere's my crown?)

14.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
浪花兄弟- 你是我的OK绷 (You Are My Band-Aid)
(LAWL HAHAHAHA that would be nice. After Neorago, of course(: )

15.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Super Junior - Mr Simple
(HAHAHHAHAA. YEAH. SURE, PLAY A SONG ABOUT RELIEVING YOUR STRESS.)

16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Tatu- Malchik Gay
(...That is disturbingly fairly accurate. HOLY CRAP.)

17.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
陈伟联- 分手的情书 (The Book of Separation/Breakup)

18.WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Yellowcard- Be The Young
(I'd laugh it off, but it's true. Our young could happen.)

19.HOW WILL YOU DIE?
5566- 青鸟
(...I think I'll be looking out for any green bird that comes my way now.)

20.WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Lonely Island ft. Michael Bolton- Jack Sparrow
(HAHAHAHA. NOT REALLY. POTC RULES.)

21.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Good Charlotte- Victims Of Love
(God I hope not. I have to counsel/console them.)

22.WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Lime- ReAct
(...uh, maybe not a grieving ex and a pair of twins that apparently have the hots for each other, no.)

23.WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Backstreet Boys- Never Gone
(Huh. So the future does expect me to live that long.)

24.WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Kamiya Hiroshi- Spice!
(HERPDERP. Sure, a sexy!Len scares me.)

25.DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Donna Lewis & Richard Marx- At The Beginning
(...I'm guessing they don't now?)

26.IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A1- Take On Me
(...Myself?)

27.WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Phil Collins- Another Day In Paradise
(Heyyyy, didn't you come out last time? And isn't paradise supposed to be sweet and awesome?)

28.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Michael Learns To Rock- The Actor
(coincidentally the title of one of my poems. hurhurhur. the implications are aplenty.)

Meh, got bored, I supposed, so I took a look at the past quizzes I'd done and did them again.
I daresay, some of them eerily reflect what could potentially be a right answer to the question.
Oh well, it's just the magic of the Itunes on shuffle, I suppose.

Mr. Simple became superman!

2011-08-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

And now I've watched the live performances of Mr. Simple + Superman and read the chinese translations to the song.

First off:
THANK YOU FOR TURNING BLACK AGAIN, SIWON'S HAIR :D
he is once again THE macho man of super junior.
I still don't like your hair, Eunhyuk, but apparently other people do, so idk.
don't worry, I didn't like g-dragon's hair in Heartbreaker either, if that helps.
Currently hating the TOP-went-bleached event too.

The song is surprisingly not about love! or sex! or drugs! or unrequited- you get the drift.
Hum, interestingly enough, it's a techno-esque song about taking life as it comes and relieving your stress.
That is cool.
Kudos to you, Super Junior(: you have renewed my faith in you once more.

Anyway, the choreographer is smart, whoever s/he is.
Much like Nick Bass and Trent who did Sorry Sorry, s/he made a memorable dance move(s) to the song.
The 'YOWCH HOT HOT HOT HOT' hand movement is gold, I must say.
Breakdown bit with 'punching people at my side' is also pretty catchy.

8D maybe I'll buy version C after all.
Hopefully the second 'single'/song they promote catches on faster than Mr. Simple did for me(:

para mr. simple, simple

2011-08-06T23:23:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR'S 5TH ALBUM IS OUTTTT.
ALSKDJLQKJWDLKQJD.
but I'm not getting it.
Know why?

Here's a transcript of my initial reaction to seeing their concept artwork (granted, only Ryeowook's artwork):

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. WHAT IS WITH ALL THE PSYCHEDELIA AND NEON COLOURS. ARE THEY TRYING TO BE DELIBERATELY IRONIC?"

Overall impression: Pretty meh.

Transcript of hearing and watching the Mr. Simple MV:

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT. WTH HAPPENED TO EUNHYUK'S HAIR. WTH HAPPENED TO SIWON'S HAIR. WHAT TECHNO CRAP IS THIS."

Overall impression: Pretty bad.

But after forcing myself to listen (not to mention refresh) the song over and over again, it finally got addicting (albeit fairly annoying.) and I began to like it a little better.

Honestly, though, what were the hairstylists thinking when they created this new look?
Siwon's hair does not flatter him D:
Eunhyuk's hair makes him look paler than he already is D:
THEY MADE KYUHYUN DYE HIS HAIR A LIGHTER BROWN. DD:

The other members looked fine, though. Heechul's stoner/rocker image suits him, Yesung's hair is the same as Bonamana, and Shindong's hair is back to the mushroom-shaped 'do from the 3rd album.

Yes, I keep track. Don't judge me ):

Eeteuk and Sungmin look hot. Thank you for sparing them(:

(and I have no comments for Donghae and Ryeowook; they're decent in my books.)

...
Yeah, I'm just gonna wallow in despair and return to the high-times of the 3rd album, or more specifically, Neorago (because that was probably THE song that made me love Suju in the first place)

Anyway, to catch up on events that have transpired this week:
BACK IN SINGAPOREEEE. But I'm going back to Beijing again on the 18th. Boo.
Heard Mr. Simple. Details are probably as you've read.
Caught up on parodies and generally utilized Youtube and Facebook to the best of my needs. Lord knows when I'll have access to them again after this summer.

In any case, go listen to Mr. Simple on youtube, it'll help the view numbers(:
(feel free to mute the song, of course. and you can work on something else with the video playing on a separate tab.)
I'm sorry, Suju, but as of now, not a really strong supporter :X

ZINGAHPORE, BABEH.

2011-08-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hur hur hur.

Didn't get much blogging done in oxford, but oh well.

At least I'm returning to singapore in TWO DAYS :D

and then it's an awesome nothing-filled two-week stay :DDD

And then it's back to beijing for the ASI camp.

Sigh.

Life of a soon-to-be IB kid is tough.

Or maybe I just chose a pretty tight summer break schedule to follow xP

anyway, as a closing note to the Chinese government (whom I greatly respect since it's been 90 years since their establishment in the country):

WHY DID YOU BLOODY IDIOTS BLOCK SEVERAL MORE WEBSITES WHILE I WAS GONE?

DO YOU GUYS RELISH IN THE MISERY AND IGNORANCE THAT YOU BELIEVE IS BEING INFLICTED UNTO YOUR PEOPLE?

I must presume as such, since many hundreds have died in a certain train crash you refuse to let reporters cover upon.

Heroic stories are great, sure, but what's the point when it's a result of a certain tragedy, which is also potentially the result of your cutting costs in establishing a transportation network that could've made your country more accessible and widely travelled to your own people.

Yeah, you heard me. I know.

Whatchu gonna do 'bout it, homeboy?

(btw, sarcasm in the first bracket a few sentences ago, just above the bolded statements.

suck it, bitches.)

love me, praise me, whatever.

2011-07-25T04:49:00.003+08:00

After today, I have surmised that my cousins will, in the future, love me very much.
At least, they should after they see what I've gotten for them.

Anyway, after doing some finance checking, I realized how much I've spent.
(aka A LOT.)
so I'll be cutting down on expenditure (though I think I've already gotten enough souvenirs for everyone...) otherwise I'll be mooching off people soon.

The weekend's been awesome, too bad the week has to start already -.-

Psych presentation tomorrow. whee.
Psych report supposedly due tomorrow, now pushed back to Tuesday.
wheeeeee.

...SIGHHHHH.
whelp, at least it's only 5 more days.
(:

it's not even friday...yet.

2011-07-22T06:18:00.003+08:00

Med Bio essay due in 9 hours-ish.
FML.
Psych experiment + report due on Monday.
FML.
Psych presentation also due on Monday.
fuck FMLs, I'm screwed.

kiddies, oxford may sound fine and dandy with cherries strewn all on top, but trust me.

~~HELL HAS NEVER BEEN MORE REAL.~~ It's kinda like school. Except that it's in summer when other people elsewhere are frolicking in beaches or enjoying the bright sunshine each new day brings.

Over here, each day brings a dreary sky with people trudging along like the zombie apocalypse, only they don't want brainzzzzz. They want the course to be done and over with.

at least, that's my opinion, and where else is a finer place to voice my opinion but my blog?

well, anyway, best to sleep early while I still can.
and don't worry, kiddies, the egoist is very much fairly alive(:

rondawn, babeh.

2011-07-18T05:10:00.003+08:00

LONDONNN.

...okay, I'm so tired that I don't know what I'm gonna say next.
I just want to sign up for stupid curfew and come back and sleep.

Yeah, probably will do that for now.

Later kiddos.

some quiz I saw...

2011-06-22T23:05:00.001+08:00

YAOI FANGIRL QUIZ:

*When did you get into Yaoi?
Uh. I have no idea. Probably around 10/11-ish, officially. Unofficially, could’ve been when I was 5.

*How did you get into Yaoi?

TakaoxKai AMV on Youtube, man. That scarred me for some time. And then I found KaixRei (:

*Truthfully, how obsessed do you think you are?

Truthfully? Quite, I might think, since my storylines tend to divert to the shounen-ai region and even more.

*Who's your "All Time Favorite Couple":

ELLExGY FOREVERRRRRRR. There’s a reason why they’re made to my name, okay.

*How many yaoi fanfics have you read?

You make it sound like I actually count. Why would I, when I’m enjoying ALL THE PR0NZ- I mean, the soulful, meaningful and heartwrenching novellas?

To answer your question anyway, it’s probably around the 500+, seeing how I substituted them for books.

*When you see two guys in an anime who you think are perfect for each other, what do you do?

Go to Fanfiction.net and see if anyone else has felt the same way and stated their opinion as such by writing a fanfic shipping them(:

*What does yaoi mean to you?

ALL YOUR BUTTSECKS BELONG TO TEH SEME.
But seriously, when someone says yaoi, I expect a fairly explicit scene somewhere, otherwise it’s just shounen-ai.

*How far would you go for Yaoi?

TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH AND BEYOND- nah, I can just look into my imagination.

*Do you write/read stories about yaoi?

Read: Really hardcore previously, but it’s been waned by yaoi mangas xP

Write: I think I only started writing yaoi when I was 12…but to answer your question, yes (:

*Would you be in a yaoi?

Maybe? Depends on what you mean by ‘you’ in the context of ‘me', because my head is filled with OCs that always seem to appear 'in a yaoi'. But if you want a real-life scenario, then probably be the fangirl at the back squealing at all the cuteness. Or the person that doesn't care, whichever mode I feel like taking on.

*What do you think when you see your neighbors, a 14 or 15 year old kid holding hands with his older brother...around 16 or 17?

IDGAF unless they’re hot. Even then, the first thing that comes to mind is ‘THEY’RE STILL HOLDING HANDS? HUH?’ and then the yaoi fangirl in me will incept the idea of incest into my head.

And then all hell breaks loose.

*How many yaoi pics have you saved in your computer or somewhere else?

Uh. I dunno. Really, I don’t.

whispers Iswearguysdon’thavetoanswerquestionsabouttheirporncount,sowhyshouldI whispers

*Do you have yaoi dreams?

HURHURHUR. Unfortunately, no. As much as I imagine it, write and read about it, I have yet to experience a yaoi dream.

I have a friend who has, though (;

*What do you do when you hear the word yaoi?

In head: WHAT HUH YAOI WHERE? squeals like a stereotypical fangirl

In reality: *casually looks up in direction of person who said it*

*You see a couple (guys of course) and they're obviously making out. What do you do?

In head: ZOMG NO WAI LET FREE LOVE REIGN YO.

In reality: *walks past without giving them a second glance, but breaking out into a big smile after passing them*

Your brother/friend/etc. confesses to you that he is gay. How do you react?

In reality: *pats back* There, there. I’ve always known. *small smile*

In head: WAKAKKAKAKA I CAN MAKE MY IMAGINATIONS COME TRUE.

*What would be your ideal SEME guy be like?

My ideal Seme is Nowaki, albeit without the constant chasing because I find that really tiresome in the long run xP

If the Uke keeps running away, then so be it.

One can only chase for so long.

*What about your ideal UKE?

Uh. Ideal Uke? One that is awesomely stellar at everything to the point of a Gary-Stu, but is cynical with everything and anything under the sun, hence coming off as an ill-tempered person with no faith(:

*When your friends ask you about that abnormally large folder with guys going at it, you reply with...

HUH WHUT. WHUT LARGE FOLDER WITH GUYS GOING AT IT? PSH, YOU MUST BE DREAMING. HERE, HERE’S THE SONGS YOU WANTED, BYEBYE.

*You stumble across one of the greatest yaoi sites of all times (NO CENSORSHIP), what do you do?

Run around my house a couple of rounds and come back up to download every picture I deem awesome(:

*If you had to be inside the mind of the uke or seme, which would it be?

MIND OF THE SEME. WE’VE BEEN LOOKING THROUGH THE MIND OF THE UKE FOR WAY TOO LONG, SO IT’S TIME TO RECTIFY THAT.

*Pretend you're the seme, what would you make the uke wear?

The Uke can wear whatever he wants. Who am I to force him to wear stuff?

*Pretend you're the uke now, what would you make the seme for lunch?

A HUGEEE BLT Sandwich or Yangzhou Fried Rice.

(BECAUSE EVERYONE LOVES FRIED RICE :D)

*You open a yaoi manga, and there is a hot, steamy sex scene. What do you do?

Read it. Duh.

And then when I’m done, read over it again.

And again.

*What do you look for in yaoi?

The pr0nz- I mean, the heartfelt, meaningful, soulful and deep feelings that are bonded within the two lovers as they share a passionate moment in an undisclosed location(:

*If you see two guys standing VERY close to each other, what do you do?

I just walk past them? I can control my everyday yaoi thoughts, you know(:

'Sides, I usually don't notice things like these.

*Do you think of guys kissing and stuff like that every second of the day?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Of course not. I have to think of game strategies from time to time too.

*Last question, will you continue loving yaoi until you die?

FOREVER AND EVER, AME-

I mean, of course I will.

I DO, DAMMIT.

LOVE YAOI UNTIL THE TIME OF MY DEATH YO.

FREE LOVE FOR THE WORLD, YO.
okay, back to obscurity.
just had to do a little something because I wanted to(:

everybody say ta ta ta

2011-06-19T15:52:00.006+08:00

YES.
ONE MORE EXAM.
ICT PRACTICAL, YOU'RE GOING DOWN.

and to anyone left that actually reads my blog, hello.
This place has became more of a way to help me remember what has happened this past...2 years?
2011 - 2009 = 2, if my ridiculously poor math serves me well (;

HENYWAY.

events that have passed...

Went to Happy Valley with grace and co. last last thursday.
That was pretty awesome and nostalgic, not to mention hilarious.
damn Jo and her quick realization that pepsi should not be that light in colour.

had ICT exam in a math classroom because Some People Up There figured that we ICT students are lessers compared to those taking the GSCE chinese listening.
In that sense, they are right, because there's probably 25-ish students in GSCE chinese compared to...what, 14 people? in ICT.
Life sucks, but hey, after tomorrow, I'M FREE FROM THIS CLASS.
WHOOHOO.

Oh, and I had an epic dream last night that involved me, a 'mum' that looked suspiciously like Heechul in Lady Gaga drag and a villain that resembled Chow Yun Fat or Christopher Lee.
I forgot which.

Anyway, highlight of the dream was when Lady Heehee (my 'mum', as it would seem) ran to stop poisonous gases from being pumped into some conference room filled with important people and I had to stall the villain from getting to her (him?).

For some stupid reason after fending him off, I go 'WHERE ARE YOU MUM' and she(HE?) replies and the villain knows where s/he is and I'm like 'oh shit he knows where s/he is'.
Villain takes her/him hostage, and I try to bargain my way by saying sappy things like 's/he's the only one I've got left, so don't kill her' or something to that effect.

Villain says: What happened to your dad?
Me: *desperate* HE DIED A LONG TIME AGO.
Dad (who is sitting on a cafeteria table beside the villain and me, looking intently at a computer screen): *looks up confusedly* HUH WHUT.
Me: oh shit- *punches villain, saves 'mum', hoorah.*

And that's the climax of my dream.
...teehee.

.HENYWAY.
I think the moral of my story would be to make sure you're not watching 5566/Hangeng+Siwon variety shows just before you go to bed.
At least, that was what I was doing before heading off.
...aside from playing neopets, but I have to do that because I'm bored D:

In any case, ONE MORE WEEK TILL THE OFFICIAL END OF SCHOOL.
WHOOOOOOO.
summer of 2011 will be awesome.

ashita, kimi ni ai ni iku yo.

2011-05-22T20:14:00.001+08:00

FOUR MORE EXAMS FOR THIS MONTH.
THREE MORE IN JUNE.
AND I'M FREEEEEEEEEE.

Well, as free as a post-IGCSE, pre-IB student can get.
oh well, take what may come as it comes and what won't come as it does.
I'm making no sense because chemistry has filled my brain with equilibrum, moles and blast furnace stuff.
Wheeeee.

But of course, what's a little living with some K-POP MUSIC.
Seriously, 娱乐百分百 has re-ignited my love for Suju :D
not to mention help me lose two hours that was meant for studying, but I got to see Kyuhyun acting like a malfunctioning robot, so that's cool(:
SUNGMINNIE'S SO CUTEEEEEEE, AND SO WAS MIMI :D
Henry started off his solo piece with JB. Not happy.
Ryeowook is starting to move away from being cute to a sex icon, (not that I mind hehehehehe) but he acts so benevolent and brave when it comes to hugs now.
Eunhyuk is forever Hyukkie. Dancing machine on legs, now fitted with moves from zeh bed.

okay, now to derail from the fangirl me and go back to studying.
sigh.
well, at least I'm alive, to a certain extent.
thanks to a lifeline support of yaoi, suju (soju? wakakakaka.) and other stuff(:

this is a tale of captain jack sparrow
captain so great, on the seven seas!

(yeah...that was kinda weird, but we're back in the club)

SEKAI ICHI KIMI KOI TO SHITERU :D

SEKAI. ICHI. HATSU. KOI.

2011-04-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone; fear not, I AM STILL ALIVE.
AND WELL, THANKS TO MY RENEWED PASSION AND FAITH IN NAKAMURA SHUNGIKU.
:D
Sekaiichi Hatsukoi's anime is pleasing to the eye, not to mention Takano-san's voiced by the guy that did TOYA from Ayashi no Ceres.
Ah, good times, good times.
(but that also means that he's old. meheh, oh well.)

in any case, while this renewed passion has been, well, renewed, my exams are approaching at the speed of a week's hours.
whoop-te-do.
I shall drop into obscurity once more, and turn a blind eye to the outside world.
where there's elections and parties warring against each other in a country half the size of the current place I'm staying in.

you know where I'm talking about(:
let the flames of adversity burn ever strong.

tragedy number 2, romeo

2011-04-04T10:45:00.004+08:00

I think I may have just read the most depressing supposedly-fictional piece of work of all time.
And it's in chinese too.
Everyone dies around the protagonist and being the hardworking farmer he has become, he ultimately assumes they are either old and need rest or have sunstroke and need rest.
And in the end he is reduced from a playboy with loads of money to him and a cow that vaguely resembles him.
boo-hoo, sob sob.
No, really. You would.
You would weep, because you don't need to go through this kind of bullshit, unless, of course, you're a mainland Chinese peasant, to which I kind of wonder how you're reading this.

Anyway, yeah, that made my day a little more depressing than it should have been.
I don't wish to say anything politically incorrect (though to the best of my knowledge, this would only be counted as so because of bilateral ties of which I don't care for) but China's lost generation is way too fucked up for the current China to become a superpower of any sort.

After all, when you build a skyscraper on shaky foundations, it's bound to collapse sooner or later.

But who am I to say, 我只是一个愤世嫉俗的利己主义者.

keep your head down.

2011-03-25T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hahaha, so, life's been going on.
To be more specific, the life of a teenager.
...Do you realize you need the word 'anger' jumbled up a little to make 'teenager'?
Well, add in 'tee' too.

But yeah, this week's been a pretty long one, contrary to popular belief.
Secrets and pasts have been opened up, and more are still in the process of being formed.
Sigh.
Times like these you wished you had a non-existent EQ.

But what am I saying.
If I wasn't caught up or privy to these dramas, no good would come out of me as a writer.
But shh, that's a secret profession(;
I'm a lousy writer anyway.

ching chong (it means I love you)
ling long (I really want you)
ting tong (...I don't actually know what that means.)

Hats off to Jimmy Wong for turning something racist into pure comedy(:

to all; a fond goodbye.

2011-03-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

...I LOST SIWON.
The tag on my pencilcase, I mean.
Whelp, there goes one more tag I have to buy. Again.
R.I.P 2nd Siwon tag, I'm sure you're chucked in the trash somewhere.
This must be karma for complaining about Siwon's over-the-top guyliner eyes in the latest MV.

Anyway, onto other events.
Hi there, I'm almost 16, and I already have to look at college choices.
Ah, you must be a soon-to-be IB student.
Yes, how did you know?
Well, the fact that you're gonna be MINDFUCKED might be a good indicator.

Sigh, the impending life of an IB student.
Then again, I don't really know what it's gonna be like, so meh.
Glad to know certain people join me in my misery(:

On another note, SJM has a new album(:
...If only they produced a little more than just 5 songs, maybe I'd consider buying it.
Then again, they made Siwon an emo.
Better not.

in any case, 2 months till my forced suicide known as IGCSE.
till then, there shall be sparingly little virtual life signs from me.
Then again, it's been like this for quite some time.
meheh.

tis a tragedy, juliet.

2011-02-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

There's quite a lot going on in the world lately.
Well, when I say world, I think I mean the UAE/Middle Eastern states.
Granted, I'm residing in China at the moment, so information isn't getting in that easily, but I think that things really are getting out of hand

For both people involved and not involved.

To be honest, prayers are the best way to go when you're involved.
There's nothing like the Faith to keep people going, and that's what I admire in religious people.
However, if you're not involved, why pray?
Why don't you get on your ass and make a change?

I know that's easier said than done, but believe me,
it's not that hard to make a change.
Just start learning more about the situation and spread the news around.
Getting ignorant people to know about the situation down in the Middle Eastern states might just go a long way.
Religious people, keep praying. It's Faith like that that keeps people going strong.
Not-very-religious people much like me, stand up and grab a megaphone.

We have some information to distribute.

And those people that are apathetic to everything, just remember.
After everyone was taken away, the Nazis came for you.
There was no one else left to speak up for you.

Peace to all on Earth.

HEEHEEHAHA.

2011-02-15T23:17:00.001+08:00

I FINISHED IT.
AFTER A MONTH OF PROCRASTINATION AT ITS FINEST, I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MY CHINESE ESSAY.
GOOD SLEEP, HERE I COME(:

And for the rest of you, a belated Valentines' Day and Total Defence Day for the Singaporeans.
Now be off now, there's better things out there than your computer screen.
Remember, you need lots of love and strawberries to make love (;

I'm just kidding. Stay safe, kids, always use a condom the right way.

JK. AGAIN. I'M HIGH ON THE LACK OF SLEEP.
HEHEHEHEHE.
Okay, definitely going off for sure.

G'nights, y'all, and goodbye.

and jump.

2011-02-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hooray for the first day of the Year of the Rabbit!
Well, for you guys, anyway.
Say hello to the first post of February, and what may be the notice to a blogger on hiatus.

Life's a little too boring to be blogging, you see.
And it's much worse when it sucks.
I don't really fancy being whiny nowadays, so ta-ta for now.

the egoist has finally reached the epitome of disillusion.

one. more. time.

2011-01-24T19:28:00.002+08:00

REVIVAL: 12/13.

1 MORE EXAMMMMMMMMM.
and life will be back to normalcy.
hehe, and then there'll be swimming gala, in which wodehouse will ~~suck~~ and owens the powerhouse will pwn this year.
damn the good people that left.

anyhoo, dead blog is dead, to quote a certain someone(:
maybe it'll come back to life once I find interesting things to talk about.
but for now, my life is drowned in papers we come to know and love as exams.
Mocks, to make the matters worse -.-

but oh well. Tis' life.

hello, hollow?

2011-01-04T19:55:00.002+08:00

and in about 13 hours, I should be on a plane air-borne for China.
Of course, planes are never strictly on time, so I'd probably be taxiing.
In any case, guess who's going back again?

Exams are seriously just around the corner now D:
Never knew mocks were supposed to be stressing, but hey, looks like I'm wrong!
Hopefully stuff will sink into my brain by next Friday xP

Anyway, I'll say goodbye to this lovely island for now, because after all, I'm returning in less than a month xDD
(Yes, for CNY break. Weird, but oh well. As long as it's a proper break.)

to all my people: hello hello (my name is real slow）

2011.

2011-01-01T18:24:00.003+08:00

OH HEY.
First post of the year, whee.
Anyway, as you can see (or maybe not, depending on how frequent you visit), I changed my blogskin.
AGAIN.
Back to the blogskin it once was.
What can I say, it's awesome(:

Anyhoo, now that it's the first, I realized I'm leaving in four days -.-
Sigh.
And then there'll be exams.
And then CNY!
And then revision.
And then Spring Break!
And then study leave.
And then exams!
And then SUMMER.

In case you decided to skip all those 'ands', it's a basic summary on how the first half of 2011 is gonna be like for me(:

...life is a little too mundane to be blogging about nothing.

new year's eve's eve

2010-12-30T22:30:00.004+08:00

WARNING: THIS POST INSINUATES CHRISTIANITY.
..........
CHC, I judge you.
After months (nearly a year!) of reserving opinion about you guys, I have decided to just come out and judge you guys like I judge everything else.
(After all, you aren't special, so why reserve judgment time?)

What you have is cool. But you're not gonna make me religious.
I highly doubt entertainment will make me faithful, but hey, you guys provide the relief to my boredom(:
Kudos to the songs too, the lyrics have definitely been rewritten from having bad romances to 'our best friend is jesus christ! :D'

ANYWAY, onto other important stuff.
New Year's Eve's Eve!
That point of time where you start realizing that you need to (or rather, should) make some resolutions to kick start a New Year!
The day in which you suddenly realize that it's the freakin' END OF THE YEAR.
Yeap, 2010 has definitely past.
2011, here I come!

But of course, back to resolutions.
Let's take a look at my resolutions from 09'!

1. Solve world hunger (and not tell anyone)
...Yeah, I didn't exactly solve it. But you wouldn't know since I didn't tell you.
(But since it's not exactly achievable, it goes onto my spare List)

2. Get good grades (to feed my ego)
Check, check and uh, wait, uncheck. Subjects haven't been doing too well this year.
( KEEP UP THE GRADES, YO.)

3. Continue looking for the meaning in my life
meheh. Always looking, always looking.
(Back to the List.)

4. Salvage world peace (and tell no one)
...Look at DPRK and South Korea. Need I say more?
(Going back to my List. AGAIN.)

5. Make a Change.
Have I? Maybe to a small lot.

Alrighty, so from there, let's build a realistic list for 2011!

1. Keep up the grades
2. Make a Change
3. Be Happy

Hahah! Simple, sweet and succinct.
...Why I'm using words for food, I'm not too sure.
Anyhoo, that's my resolution.
What's yours?

(I don't want to know, it's a rhetorical question.)

AND I'M BACK.

2010-12-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

...Yeah, I'm back.
IN SINGAPOREEEE.
...it's really, really hot.
Well, in my opinion anyway, seeing as I just came from a sub-zero region.

But in any case, HOME SCHWEET HOME YO.
Nothing like a little case of claustrophobia to remember the 6 million target!
Nothing like seeing a 'angmoh' in Toa Payoh to remember 1/4 of the current population's foreign!
And best of all, nothing like fresh air (:

Yeah, that was a lil' negative, but oh well.
Facts are facts.
Any dumb questions will get dumb answers(:

our father in heaven.

2010-11-23T17:48:00.001+08:00

Today we have gathered as a broken community
To mourn for the deaths of some 300 people
and the imminent war that is of the Koreas.

Today we have gathered as an apathetic bunch
To discuss about our future and current events
and talk about our meal thereafter.

To Cambodia and its tragic accident, we ask for God's blessings for them.
To the people caught in the Korean crossfire, we pray for their safety.
To those that have lost their lives in both events, we say 'Rest in Peace' and wish them well in their departed lives.

To Cambodia, we ask 'where is that?'
To North and South Korea, we cross our arms and twiddle our thumbs.
To the dearly departed, we mumble 'Rest in Peace' and fidget

The Korean soldiers will be heralded as heroes from their respective borders, but we condemn this war.
An arms fight is breaking out across the western borders of North and South Korea? Cool.
The Cambodians will be given a funeral procession befitting that of their noble lives - at least, in our prayers, they will be sent off fittingly.
300 killed in a stampede? Wow, that must have been one rocking party.

Dear one and all, join me in saying a prayer, and we shall ask for God's blessings and pray that all these calamities will not lead on to other events.
Hey everyone, we should go onto Facebook and make friends with Cambodian people! I also saw a North Korean person's profile the other day!

Amen.
What's for dinner, I wonder?

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I hope you don't take this in the wrongest sense.
I'm just highlighting the way insensitive people try to make light of serious issues.
It's not funny; it's just dumb, stupid and inconsiderate.

Anyway, let's all hope for the best, no?

1/3 no junjou na kanjou

2010-11-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

HEART OF SWORD.
In other words, KENSHIN :D

No matter how old this anime is, it'll forever be the best anime ever(:
Well, at least, I deem it the best anime of the 90's, and considering how pointlessly made every other modern anime is (sans Fullmetal Alchemist) it is on its way to being the best anime ever.
I mean, seriously, look around.
All you see are high school-centric animes.
Bleach and Naruto are wayyyy too long for my own liking.
So is One Piece (plus I'm not too fond about the artwork either.)
But meh, each to his/her own.
And for my own, anime worth watching= animes with awesome fighting sequences (:

Anyway, onto reality.
ASSIGNMENT FREAKIN' III D:
I die you, English. Why make life hard for me?
A simply essay and comprehension piece would suffice!
Same goes with Chinese; screw summaries, the protagonist could die a lonely ol' geezer for all I care D:
It's his fault for being such a conformist and desperado.

In other news, there's also the issue of the stuff going on in school.
Like, OMG, ttlly and all those other chatspeak stuff.
I do agree, kiddo, there's a beautiful full moon out there tonight.
~~but didn't you know? 1/3 of your junjou na kanjou won't even get to her.~~
And poor shounen; perhaps a walk would have done you good.
~~after all, she'll put on that wedding dress and leave you.~~

even if my heart cries out till breaking point;
1/3 of these pure, emotional feelings won't even get to you
they whirl around in meaningless circles;
'i love you' can't even be heard from my heart

So, let's give a smile and see nice days ahead(:

let's put a smile on that face.

2010-11-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

BATMAN MARATHON YO.
1989 Jack Nicholson's Joker is awesome (:
BUT HE CAN'T BEAT HEATH LEDGER (:
Tommy Lee Jones's Two-Face is awesome, AND JIM CARREY'S THE RIDDLER IS EPIC (:

Heeheehee.
I think my brain's overloaded with Batman stuff now.
and I realized that Robin in Batman Forever looks pretty gay.
Every Bruce Wayne looks almost the same too.
Alfred (the butler) is cool in his own way (:

Anyway, RAD (Raising Achievement Day) is coming up.
Meeting with a form tutor that supposedly knows me well, here I come!
Masses of crap homework, I don't want you to come, but you'll still saunter around anyway.

Police officer in tank: I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS.

You just gotta love the Batman (:

*watches as Batjet flies away with parade balloons filled with poisonous laughing gas*
those were my balloons...D:

AHHHH.

2010-10-11T21:11:00.001+08:00

...I LIKE OH!

...There.
I said it.
The damage is now irreversible.

But I still stand true to the fact that I dislike SNSD.
Just that Oh! has SNEAKILY broken down my defences.
Stupid addictive chorus tune and dance moves xP

(If nat is traversing through my blog, then I'm REALLY SORRY FOR INSULTING YOUR IDOLS. but you already know that I don't like them, so xP)

Anyway, onto other important stuff.
...Uhm.
...
...
Great, I don't have much.
School's not exactly that important, seeing as Chinese is killing me (as usual) and -oh yeah.
GRAPHS.
BANE OF MY FRIGGIN' 15-YEAR-OLD LIFE.
(yes, you may have heard the same term used for Probability and Stats, but I hate this topic equally as much.)
Whoever thought it'd be funny to make math problems out of graphs (or more like sadism to the finest) should be beheaded.
Seeing how many people were back in time, I'm not surprised if he already was.

Cogito ergo sum, mofo!
Nobody needed to find areas of triangles using his graphs!
(...at least, I think not.)

...Hey, wouldn't it be funny if I complained about all this and woke up to find myself as that dude?
......
.....
Forget what I just said; 've been reading WAYYY too many philosophies for my own good.

did I, a human, dream to be a butterfly?
or was I a butterfly dreaming to be a human?

fate of the day

2010-10-06T12:03:00.002+08:00

So it's the holidays.

JUST GOT BACK FROM HK, YO.
...Well, that's more of a lie, I came back two days ago, BUT STILL (:
I don't get the magic of HK that makes everyone want to go back there.
Then again, I'm not a shoppaholic, so go figure.

Hong Kong, in my opinion, is much like Singapore xP
(So nothing much to miss, except the butchered English language, I suppose)
BUT THEIR EGGTARTS ARE FTW.
You just gotta love them eggtarts(:

[by the way, the above paragraph bears no offense to HK-ers]

Anyway, after the nice little holiday, I'm back into knee-deep homework -.-
~~screw you~~ hello chinese, geography and history.
I hope you didn't miss me.
~~for I sure didn't~~

anyhoo, ~~thanks to a certain duo's influence,~~ I have a good load of work set out for me 3-4 years down the road xP
Nah, I kid, I like some of the songs (:

PSAT IN A WEEK D:
Oh well. At least it's just the practice test xP.

as long as it threatens you
I will vanquish it
as long as you ask for it
I will give it
I am, after all, your servant of evil

imitating voices.

2010-09-24T17:43:00.004+08:00

...I got hooked on Imitation Black.
HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE.

Must be something to do with the singer(s)...

HEHE.
THAT LINE REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING.
House singing is gonna be hilarious this year (:
Can't wait for assembly and House singing xDDDD

Okay, back to learning foreign lyrics despite California Gurls blaring from my Itunes.
Good person up Above, please forgive me for my blasphemy.

makin' a man outta myself

2010-09-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

AND I'M BACKKK.
From Yangshuo, of course.

Meheh, I don't exactly have the clearest account of my trip, unlike last year.
But yeah, definitely a trip worth being bitten thousand times over for.
I may have emerged with gazillion bug bites, but hey, it was fun :D

HIGHLIGHTS:

Day 1: SPIDERWEB GAME.
I ish strong (:
Well, fairly strong, considering I can carry Enid but not Joanne (more notes on that later)

Day 2: THE POOP EXPERIMENT.
Sam: Hey guys, there's poop here! And from the looks of it, it's human poop!
Niels: *at other side of camp* Where!? Where!? *runs to find it and impressively steps right on it*
We laughed for a good 5 minutes, and I even forgot that I was covered in sweat. Go Niels.

Day 3: HYDROPHOBIA INTERVENTION
This was the day that made me cry.
Stupid irrational fear of large bodies of water -.-
But anyway, I managed to pull through with a smile on my face (:
Plus I learnt that kayaking is awesome, especially in training arm muscles :D

Day 4: I'LL MAKE A MAN OUTTA YOU.
Biking was fun(:
BUT ORIENTEERING WAS PRETTY COOL.
Heaven and I broke out into song whilst looking for the fourth flag, while on the other side of the village, Hannah and Junel started singing I'll Make a Man Outta You too.
Awesome telekinetic powers at work, I tell you.
But yeah.
Singing helps to lift up spirits(:

Day 5: THE CLIMB TO ~~HELL~~ HEAVEN
We hiked up a SUPER STEEP HILL in approximately one hour.
I'm proud I didn't collapse and die right then.
The scenery helped to liften my spirits, I suppose.

TODAY.
I tried lifting Joanne.
It didn't work out too well.
My arms are now pretty tired, not to mention I didn't even manage to get her one centimetre off the ground before falling to my knees.
xP
OH WELL.
Helped out in both the assembly presentation and form board.
Tried to watch Mulan, but that didn't work out too well, so...yeah.

Geh, English coursework's due real soon.
Better get grounded back to reality and start on work...

some meme thing.

2010-09-11T18:14:00.001+08:00

So...a certain *someone* decided to barge in my poetry coursework time and demand that I do this meme...
THANK YOU GEORGIA :D

SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE:

1. PALLETSHIPPING
2. MISAKIxUSUI
3. EllexGy (I have to advertise my own stuff, of course.)
4. JUNJOU EGOISTS
5. ARTHURxEAMES
6. JUNJOU ROMANTICA

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:

7. 35 (SanzoxGoku)
8. CielxSebastian
9. I've abandoned Ouran totally. Does that count?

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:

10. Kai & [anyone else but Rei]
11. Gary &[anyone else but Ash]
12. Sebastian & [anyone else but Ciel]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:

13. DomxArthur
14. ArthurxAriadne

1. Why do you dislike #11 so much?

BECAUSE Palletshipping is the way of the creators of the Pokemon anime. I can actually write an essay to prove it, given I was that bothered.

2. Who do you know that ships #13?

HEHE. Nobody that I know of as of yet. Except those people who write said pairing in their fics.

3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?

Ideal scenario= Under a cherry blossom tree

4. What is your favorite moment for #1?

The moment where Ash hands the top part of the Pokeball back to Gary in the 2nd/3rd last episode of Master Quest(:

5. How long have you been following couple #6?

Uh, since I started reading Junjou Romantica, I guess.

6. What's the story with #8? What made you stop caring?

I never actually liked it in the first place xP

Not to mention I seriously distrust Sebastian (even though he's awesomely cool) so yeah.

7. Which ship do you prefer--#2 or #4?

Knowing myself, the Egoists is the way to go (:

8. You have the power to make one ship non-existent. Choose from #10 or #12.
MAY PALLETSHIPPING REIGN THROUGHOUT THE POKEMON FANDOM.

9. What interests you about #14?
Well, it is blatantly shown in the movie itself. Plus it's pretty feasible.

10. When did you stop liking #7?
When I got bored of Saiyuki.

11. Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the series?
Lawl, not really. I just got bored of Ouran totally.

12. What's a song that reminds you of #5?
...Fly Me to the Moon.
BUT ONLY BECAUSE I READ A FANFIC ABOUT EAMES SINGING IT.

13. Which of these ships do you love the most right now?
As of now, Palletshipping (:

14. Which do you dislike the most?
Hum, if you're referring to choosing out of all the pairings that I dislike, it'd have to be Gary with anyone else but Ash. Reason has been explicitly stated in q1.

15. If you could have any of these pairings double date, who would they be?
Uh. Elle and Gy with Usagi-san and Misaki, I guess. It's not like they have to know they're double-dating, right?

16. Have #2 kissed yet? Elaborate if yes.
In manga= yeap.
In anime= I have no idea. Didn't catch up after flying back to Beijing.

17. Did #4 have a happy ending? Do you think one is likely?
Hum, they've gotten through their bumps and rough patches (:
...and your second question is a little misleading...

18. What would make you start shipping #14?
When I give up on pairing #5 and #13.

19. If only one could happen, which would you prefer--#2 or #6?
Psh, both are already happening. It's etched into the storyline.

20. You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them?
GOODBYE TYKA LOVERS :D (and to the rest of you lot, good riddance)

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Aaaaand it's 6.14.
I still have 500 words to go on my poetry coursework.
Hoorah.

dancing dead.

2010-09-07T21:25:00.001+08:00

THIRD WEEK OF SCHOOL, YO.
And I've baked for, like, the second time this week -.-
Serious issues, man.
Not to mention I'm already trying to refrain from writing more angsty poetic rubbish just so that I redeem myself from being emo.

Anyways, like I said, just finished baking.
Mumsy's just came back from Parent-Teachers' evening too.
Mr. M/Rod actually told her to 'make extra of whatever she feeds me so that he can give it to the rest of the class'.
How interesting(:

N'ways, can't say that I expected negative comments anyway xP
Nothing better than the best (or second best, whatever floats my boat) for an egoist (:

Whelp, the muffins' are smelling real peachy right now.
Another day, I suppose.

the used Fool.

2010-09-01T22:15:00.001+08:00

WARNING: FOLLOWING POEM IS VERY ANGSTY, DEPRESSING AND DARK. DO NOT READ IF SCARED OR ALREADY DEPRESSED.

(or you could read just to see what's up with my life.)

Have you heard of the Game?
The beautiful Game of Life -
and lies.
All's a player on the Board

and I, the observant Fool.
White knights are the lies in shining armor
and pawns are those mindlessly sent out.
The King - the vital lie- stays behind, only to move when needed.

There are millions and millions of knights and pawns
in the Game, but only ever one King.
The Queen is absent, piled under heaps and stashes
of other players' lies.

I watch by the King's side
whilst players scour to get close.
The big lie that they all want to conquer
and eradicate, possibly use to their own advantage.

Of course, that's why I am here.
I stand in their way, mask myself as the King
and players that do get close mistake themselves
Thinking that they have found their King.

Or perhaps I am the King,
and they have gotten through several times.
Who knows.

Either ways, they have yet to eradicate the real King
for the Game still goes on.
I will dictate when it stops, and perhaps I won't
just so that it goes on forever.

There are, after all, players everyday.
Every minute, every hour, someone joins in
Thinking they can get to the King quickly
and get out of the Game.

Silly pawns and knights.
Didn't you know?
You're in the Game.
Once in, you play till all your knights fall to shreds and pawns are played out

and when that happens,
I, as the Fool who is the King
will usher myself in
and take your Queen.

after all, didn't you know?
The Queen is your truth and benevolence.
I will take it away and destroy it
just as you have with mine.

Who cares about the King?
All I want is your Queen.
I have my perfect lie, after all; the one you all sought after:
I am the used Fool.

------------------------------------------------------------------

Ignore the above.
Like I said, it's angsty, depressing and pretty morbidly dark.
All you have to thank is a certain someone who should pack his bags and kiss his citizenship goodbye.
Survival of the fittest, man.
(or maybe this is the way of survival.)

ich bin zu müde
und ich möchte meine Freiheit.
Kann ich schlafen für Immer?

Or maybe I'm just getting too disillusioned with this fucked-up life.

(or maybe there's just too much of this bullshit.)

Or maybe there are too many 'or maybe's.
Either way, today's been a pretty shitty day.

自导自演的心痛

2010-08-26T20:48:00.001+08:00

And the first week of school is coming to an end.
LIKE FINALLY.
TGIF TOMORROW, MAN.

The First Week of School.
Yeap, it's that bad.
Bad enough for me to make it sound like some high-school title or something.
But anyway.
I intensely dislike (because 'hate' is a strong word) the new staggered lunchtime system.
What the hell, anyway.
I personally wouldn't mind a little house-bonding, but putting our lunchtime in said houses is just pure Schadenfreude on the Student Council's part.
I mean, hey, even if you don't need to conform to the bullshit you give us doesn't mean you should implement it just because you think it's a good idea.
Nobody exactly likes everyone else in the House.
I, for one, sure don't.

Anyway, I guess that's the only gripe I have about general changes.
That, and the fact that I move up a Science set.

(and here I was thinking I could slack off amongst slackers)
This set is definitely competitive, alright.
Well, not so much of competitive as too-smart-to-focus -.-
Geh.
Just hope that I can still perform up to my standards.
Changing sets has seriously made me disillusioned.
there is her and him, after all.
they work under a self-acted, self-directed mask of benevolence.

Hum, it seems to me like my first week of school will always end up with an angsty post.
But oh well, it IS the first week of school.
Everyone's still feeling the summer blues..
And for me, whelp, it translate to one whole blog post dedicated solely to complaints(:

when the ice-cream melts
the only beauty you have left is your lies.
hold on, back up, lemme listen to your excuse
and I'll pretend I understand.

So many players on the board once again.
The Fool has yet to find his Allies.
One thing is clear to me, though:
The Game has started.

May the best liar and self-made director win.

back to the land of commies.

2010-08-16T10:14:00.001+08:00

Geh.
Just when I thought they had lifted the Great Firewall of China and allowed Blogger and Facebook freely.
Ah well, some dreams are too good to be true.

N'ways, new blogskin, new school year, new mindset.
All the same stuff from last year till now!
...Well, cept' for the blogskin, I had to change it since the picture had been removed -.-
Ah well.
Being a rurouni is nice too, anyway.

1 WEEK TILL THE START OF SCHOOL.
126 PAGES TO FINISH.
1 ESSAY (I think) to be written.

Hum, if I don't make it even to the beginning of the school year, you know Chinese killed me (:

just a little thought.

2010-08-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

WHEN I GROW UP, HERE'S WHAT I'LL BUY (probably with my first five paychecks?) :

1.THE POKEMON EDITION OF MONOPOLY (though I'm sure that will be quick to change)

2. SOME CONCERT TICKET FOR MY PARENTS. (if Aaron Kwok is still dancing, why not?)

3. JAY CHOU'S MUSICAL PIANO BOX THING FROM 'THE ERA' CONCERT.
(scratch that, I'll wait for the subsequent ten paychecks.)

...I think that's about it. The rest will probably be spent on games or sent straight to the bank.
But anyway, I'm just setting it out in digital ink so that I won't forget.
Sides', hopefully this blog (and me!) will last past 2012.

...i was gonna put something quirky here, but I forgot.

2010-08-11T14:40:00.003+08:00

I think someone, somewhere, is cursing me.
Sneezing 10 times in a row is not my norm -.-
Well, ~~fuck~~ screw you too, whoever you are!
I hope you really do sneeze your head off.

Anyway, back to matters at hand.
It's the 11th of August!
...which means in 4 days' time, I'm gonna be packing my bag and heading off to Beijing.
Whoop-te-fucking-do.
Can you feel the ~~pain~~ joy tonight?
~~I sure can't.~~

...I'M GONNA BE A YEAR 11 KID WHEN SCHOOL STARTS.
ARGH.
IGCSE IS NEXT YEAR.
IB IS WAITING FOR ME DOWN THE ROAD.
Urk. So much for being calm for the future.

Whelp, c'est la vie, I suppose.
Might as well enjoy the rest of my holiday while I still can.
That equates to watching as much TV as I can and playing Sims till dinner(:

...That is, after I finish the damn 文化苦旅.
Tell me again why I have to read it?

i wanna be a billionaire so freakin' bad
buy all of the things i've never had

oh, everytime I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
a different city every night, oh I swear
the world better prepare!
for when I'm a billionaire...

And according to my future ambitions, that should be pretty soon (:

INCEPTION.

2010-07-31T11:34:00.004+08:00

So...I finally caught that movie that everyone was hyperventilating and busting their brains about.
INCEPTIONNNNN.
Megh, I actually don't really see the complexity that would make people go 'MY BRAINSSSS', but it did make me think.
That's a definite positive for you, Christopher Nolan, not every thinking movie makes me think.
Nice touch on the spinning totem at the end, reminds me of the moving chess piece at the end of X-men 3.
Which, when I think about it, I HAVE YET TO SPOT.
LIKE SERIOUSLY, I'VE WATCHED X-MEN 3 AT LEAST 10 TIMES, AND I HAVE YET TO SPOT THAT MOVING CHESS PIECE.

Anyway, back to Inception.
When Leonardo Dicaprio's in a movie, you can bet it has to do with mind games.
Aside from his 90s' stint in Titanic, that dude has been in nothing but thinking movies.
Yes, I consider environmental-conscious documentaries 'thinking movies' too.
But anyway, aside from the whole thinking stuff, they sure do know how to piece in some humor at intervals.

you musn't be afraid to do a little big bigger, darling. *takes out grenade launcher*

give me a kiss
*after kissing* they still seem to be looking at us
*shrugs with a smirk* was worth a shot.

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is COOL.
With the poker face and all.
:D
That, and the scenes where he had to fall off the chairs (:

Okay, that's all I'll do to spoil the movie.
Now, to that hideous music video that was playing while I was typing away.
What's up with the cupcake bra and whip-cream finale, Katy Perry?
I know that the newspapers already portray you as a 'kooky Lolita', but I've got another name for you:
'The Sunshine' version of 'Lady Gaga'.
Even Lady Gaga has deeper meanings to her music video, really.
You....you just portrayed California as Candyland, and even though I haven't actually been to California, I'm pretty sure it's not as 'sweet' as you make it out to be.

Alrighty, that's all I have to say about that music video.
Now, to steal the TV remote from my bro, who's generously flipping past Animax...

slam dunk!

2010-07-28T22:13:00.004+08:00

...I'm tempted to learn the ways of basketball.
Damn you Hanamichi for motivating me so much -.-

Meh, but I'm not much of a sports person, so I suppose once I stop watching this anime, the burning desire to involve myself in a ball game will die off.
...I hope.

Anyway, aside from my eventful Sunday (JAY CHOUUUUUU)
There hasn't been much happening in life -.-
We were supposed to have an extended family gathering for a movie, but I don't know where that plan's heading...
I got hooked on Slam Dunk! because Sakuragi Hanamichi aka 'The Tensai' makes me laugh(:
and I'm supposed to do some exercise, but being the person that I am, I'm not getting a headstart on that anytime soon -.-

Yeap, everything is alright with this world (:
Aside from the burning urge to play basketball/badminton/netball, I'm totally fine.
Hopefully something interesting comes across my way sometime soon :D

and in the wise words of Rukawa,
d'ahou.

跨时代, JAY CHOU.

2010-07-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

YESSSSS.
BEST CONCERT OF MY LIFE, YO.
(then again, I've only gone for one, and it's....)
JAY EFFIN' CHOU ROCKS :D

FROM CLASSICS LIKE 可爱女人 to NOW HITS LIKE 烟花易冷，HE KNOWS HOW TO GIVE IT HIS ALL :DDDDDDDD
but I wonder about his choice to sing 爸我回来了...
should've sang 听妈妈的话，in my opinion xP

BUT ANYWAY.
CONCERT OF THE YEAR, YO.
NO QUESTIONS (:
JAY CHOU IS THE KING/PRINCE OF MANDOPOP, AND YOU CAN'T DENY IT (:

Georgia, ol' buddy ol' pal, I hope you made it back safe :D
Thanks for accompanying me, and I'm sure you had a blast, just like I did (((:

JAY CHOU FOR THE WIN, YO.

JAY CHOU :DDDDDD

2010-07-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

HI JAY CHOU.
I'M GONNA SEE YOU (almost) FACE-TO-FACE TOMORROW :D

WHOOOOOO YEAH.
THE ERA CONCERT IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS, YO.

(:

3 MORE FREAKIN' DAYS.

2010-07-22T16:45:00.002+08:00

YAR HAR FIDDLE DEE DEE
JAY CHOU'S CONCERT IS 3 DAYS TO BE
I TYPE IN CAPS COS' I'M FILLED UP WITH GLEE
YOU ARE A PIRATE!

...Sorry, just listened to lol limewire.
Anyway, as subtly hinted by the words in caps above, Jay Chou's concert is in 3 days.
Well, technically, it's from Friday to Saturday to Sunday.
But I'm only going on the Sunday concert, so meh -.-

3 MORE FUCKING DAYSSSSSSS.

Okay, enough with the hype, and pardon my language.
Shall be off to feed my dog now.
Adios.

because I was tagged and am such a fool

2010-07-13T21:20:00.004+08:00

Because I was tagged(:

Rules:
1).Pick however many of your FCs/OCs
2).Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your FC/OC
3).Tag 3 people at the end of the quiz

OCs (from the MAL- universe, because it'd be hard to say in general): Gy, Elle, Cerveau, Kaizer, Talax
1.)What's your name?

Gy: Gy.
Elle: Elliot Kylet,but I go by Elle.
Cerveau:...Do I need to spell it out for you?
Kaizer:I believe you already know it.
Talax: Talax, hun, that's T-a-l-a-x, as in 'you're gonna get scr-'
[Cerveau & Kaizer: This is a family's interview show, Talax.]
Talax: Oh. Right. Just Talax then :D

2.)Do you know why you were named that?
Gy: Not really, no.
Elle: My mother loved the female name 'Elle' then, and it stuck ever since.
Cerveau: My name means 'brain' in French.
Kaizer: My parents meant to call me 'Kaiser', but there was a nurse's slight of hand...
Talax: Who knows, I don't really mind my name.

3.) Are you single or taken?
Gy:...taken.
Elle: takennn :D
Cerveau: Single
Kaizer: Single.
Talax: I can be single for you (;
[Cerveau: Borya's watching this program, you know.]
Talax: RIGHT I MEAN TAKEN. I LOVE YOU BORYA ：D

4.)Have any abilities or powers?
Gy: Nah. I like being average.
Elle: Does the power of being director of an influential company count?
Cerveau: Heir to a rival trading company of the Kylet's.
Kaizer: ...Gut instincts?
Talax: I am super hawt. Nuff' said.

5.) Stop being a Gary/Mary-Stu >.>
Gy: Says the question that has no personality.
Elle: ...What's that?
Cerveau: I can't help it, I am perfect.
Kaizer: Pot calling the kettle black.
Talax: If it attracts you....well! (;

6.) Uh...if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Gy: I don't really think so...
Elle: Maybe...
Cerveau: Why not? The bigger they are, the harder they fall, after all.
Kaizer: I think not......
Talax: Of course I would win. I don't have these looks for nothing, you know (;

7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Gy:Nope.
Elle: I have mum who was in a coma in SAL, and a dad that mysteriously appears in SAL too.
Cerveau: Nope.
Kaizer: No.
Talax: Nada.

8.) Oh? How about pets?
Gy: I'd like to own a Belgian Shepard...
Elle: Nah. I'm allergic to fur and fish.
Cerveau: Dogs are cool...
Kaizer: I'm fine with them.
Talax: I heard dogs can attract both the girls and the guys... (;

9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
Gy: Uh. Arrogant people, I guess.
Elle: There really isn't much I don't like...
Cerveau: People who threaten my friends.
Kaizer: Bad people, stereotypical stuff like that.
Talax: I certainly like you, don't worry (;

10.) Something that you do like?
Gy: Homeless dogs...?
[Elle: Me? :D]
Gy:...that too -.-
Elle: :DDDDDDDDDDD
[Cerveau: I think that translates to 'I like Gy']
Cerveau: I like pie (:
Kaizer: Tarot cards.
Talax: You (;
[Cerveau: Borya IS WATCHING THIS PROGRAM, just so you know.]
Talax: OH RIGHT I MEAN I LIKE PIE TOO :D

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Gy: Singing, dancing, playing the guitar, hanging out...
[Elle:Doing stuff with me? :D]
Gy:...that too -.-
Elle: Writing, listening to music, Stare into the empty space and contemplate and doing stuff with Gy(:
Cerveau: Observing, contemplating, the likes.
Kaizer: Playing the piano, contemplating, writing...
Talax: Doing stuff with everyone and anyone (;
[Gy, Elle, Cerveau & Kaizer: .......]

12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Gy:....Yeah *looks off the stage*
Elle:...I guess so. *hangs head*
Cerveau: *glares at question* What about it?
Kaizer: ..........Hmm.
Talax: *shrugs* you tell me.

13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
Gy: Hum, some guy was killed in front of me.
Elle: No, and I won't. Not ever.
Cerveau: I would, but my dad won't cover for me.
Kaizer: ......Hmm.
Talax: You're asking the wrong person, unfortunately. Might I direct you to a felon called 'Jacques Destrox'?

14.)What kind of animal are you?
Gy:...Uh. What?
[Elle:...I think they mean what type of animal you'd want to be]
Gy: Oh, right...Uhm, I like being a human, thanks.
Elle: ...I wonder how it'd like to be an seahorse. The male 'giving birth' and all.
Cerveau: *staring at Elle strangely* ....Uh, I think I'm just fine as a human.
Kaizer: My parents used to have a phoenix as their insignia...
Talax: Since I can't be tamed, perhaps a wolf would be suitable (;

15.)Name your worst habits.
Gy: Disappearing and re-appearing at different places, drinking more than I legally should...hum.
Elle: Devoting too much time to my work.
Cerveau: Trusting the wrong gut instinct, I suppose. And being too concerned and overly hot-tempered.
Kaizer: Sticking to Cerveau a bit too much, I suppose.
Talax: I have none to speak of :D
[Gy:...Forget it, I'm not even gonna comment on that.]

16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
Gy: Michael Jackson?
Elle: My mum, I suppose.
Cerveau: The Summers never look up to, but get looked up to.
Kaizer: Mr. Summers is my benefactor, of course I look up to him.
Talax: Marilyn Monroe!
[Gy,Elle,Cerveau & Kaizer:...............]

17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
Gy: ...gay, I suppose.
Elle: Bi?
Cerveau: I think I'm bi for now...
Kaizer: Uh, straight, I think.
Talax: Gay, and I'm flamboyant about it. So there.

18.)Do you go to school?
Gy： Yeap.
Elle: I dropped out to take over the company.
Cerveau: Unfortunately, yeah.
Kaizer: Mhmm.
Talax: ...Yes, but this doesn't mean that I'm a minor, okay!?

19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Gy:...Hmm, who knows?
Elle: If I have the chance, then sure, I suppose.
Cerveau: Sounds like a nice future...
Kaizer: I guess if love is possible...
Talax: I'm gonna make sure I re-populate the Earth!
[Elle:...didn't he just say he was gay?]

20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Gy: Uh. I think so...
Elle: Do you really need to ask?
Cerveau: Nah, I'd think not. Too hot-tempered to make anyone like me.
Kaizer： I don't think so...
Talax: I can make some cu-
[Kaizer: Family show, Talax. Just remember that.]
Talax: Geh. Yeah, fine fine, I do have some.

21.)What are you most afraid of? I promise I won't laugh.
Gy: .......Getting into certain troubles involving a certain teacher.
Elle: Someone getting into certain troubles involving a certain teacher and said someone breaking up with me just because said teacher forced him to. That, and either of my parents passing away.
Cerveau: My friends getting hurt. If you laugh, you won't wake up seeing the blue skies tomorrow.
Kaizer: My friends getting hurt...I don't really think it's all that funny to laugh about...
Talax: Well, I usually am afraid of people not falling for my charms...but anyway, besides that, I'd hate it if my friends got hurt. And if you laugh, I will assist Kaizer and make sure you can't have coitus, regardless of gender.

22.)O_OUUU Ok, ok. What color is your hair?
Gy: Jet black...
Elle: Fairly ebony black, I suppose.
Cerveau: Blue. Like, aquamarine blue.
Kaizer: Silver.
Talax: Red like the burning flame of desire within me!

23.) Eyes?
Gy: Purple. Like violet purple.
Elle: Jade/Emerald green.
Cerveau: Aquamarine.
Kaizer: Amethyst.
Talax: Sky Blue.

24.) What do you usually wear? Nothing perverted!
Gy: T-shirt and Cargo pants. Nuff' said.
Elle: Long sleeved T-shirt and jeans.
Cerveau: Shirt and pants. Nothing fancy bout' that, I suppose.
Kaizer: Beanie, hoodie and cargo pants...
Talax: Shirt and skinny jeans. I gotta show off what I got, after all.
[Cerveau: Or rather, what you don't have...:D]

25.)Ok. What's your religion?
Gy: Atheist, through and through.
Elle: I'm a freethinker...
Cerveau: Pretty atheist, I think.
Kaizer: Jehovah's Witness, but don't worry, I won't try to convert you.
Talax: There is no such thing as religion.

26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Gy: Oh hell yes.
Elle: Pretty much. I have other matters to attend to.
Cerveau: As long as I can skip school.
Kaizer: Yes, I do.
Talax: I don't really care, so long as you remain cute (;

27.) Well, it's still not over. xD
Gy:...Well fuc-
[Elle: Family show, Gy.]
Gy:...*clenches teeth*
Elle: Oh, well. This is annoying.
Cerveau: Oh well.
Kaizer: ...Well, then.
Talax: Hooray! :D

28.) Anyways, where do you live?
Gy: With Elle in Westside.
Elle: One of the mansions in Westside
Cerveau: Right now, someplace called Westside
Kaizer: I'm a lodger at Cerveau's mansion.
Talax: Penthouse in Westside.

29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)
Gy: ....pretty average, I think, sans Elle's wealth.
Elle:...I suppose I'm one of the elites...
Cerveau: The Summers have been one of the elites for quite some time...
Kaizer: I'd be in the lowest of all the low-class citizens had Mr. Summers not take me in...
Talax: Pretty high class, I guess.

30.) How many friends do you have?
Gy:...Quite a bunch, I figured.
Elle: Specifically friends? Probably around 7 or so.
Cerveau: Just the people in the resistance group. And Elle, if you can call him one.
Kaizer: I can't quite count the numbers......
Talax: As many as there are beds in the world (;
[Kaizer: .......you know what? I shall resist commenting on that.]

31.) Wow. If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
Gy: I like myself, I think. I'd change my past, however.
Elle: I'd seriously love to change my family status. I really, really want to be a waiter (:
Cerveau: I'm perfectly fine with what has happened and how it has influenced me. It just builds me all the more.
Kaizer: ...Well, on one hand, I'd like to have my parents back, but on the other, Mr. Summers has been like my own father.
Talax: Please. I am walking perfection.

32.) If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it? And I don't want no cheap answer, ya hear?
Gy: Bribe law enforcers to arrest Jacques Destrox and convict him without trial.
Elle: ...Only a million dollars? Well, since I can make more than that, I'd probably give it to Gy.
Cerveau:...What, is that all? Just donate it to the countries that need it or invest, I suppose. You can't do much with that measly amount...
Kaizer: I'd try to not live off Mr. Summers anymore, I suppose.
Talax: Well, I suppose I could always use it on more cosmetic products...

33.) What are your thoughts on pie?
Gy:...Give it to Cerveau?
Elle: I like blueberry pie, I suppose.
Cerveau: PIEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDDDDDDD
[Gy: On second thoughts, don't. Ever. Give. Cerveau. Pie.]
Kaizer: I'd give it to Cerveau, to be honest. He has taken a very huge liking to pie.
Talax: You, me, pie and a bed. Nuff' said.
[Gy (to Elle, Cerveau & Kaizer): Seriously, can't we make this an 'adults-only' interview?]

34.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Gy: Yangzhou fried rice(:
Elle: I like chicken rice from that little island my dad used to frequent when I was young...
Cerveau: Pie :D
Kaizer: Salads will do, thanks.
Talax: I love steaks. Don't you?

35.) Favourite drink?
Gy & Elle: ROOT. BEER :DDDDDDDDDD
Cerveau: I like my chocolate wine just fine.
Kaizer： Green tea smoothie for me.
Talax: I just like coffee black. So make that coffee black!

36.) What is your favourite place?
Gy: I like music studios, I suppose...
Elle: My room.
Cerveau: The games room at home...
Kaizer: Summers' residence.
Talax： Nothing beats my bedroom of pleasure!
[Kaizer:Kids, he means that he has lots of toys in his bedroom. Toys give you joy, don't they?]
Talax: They sure do (;
[Cerveau: Just shut up, Talax.]

37.) Least favourite?
Gy: A certain school called Palm Acosta High...
Elle: The track at school.
Cerveau: Palm Acosta High.
Kaizer: Palm Acosta High.
Talax: Palm Acosta High.

38. What will make you really mad?
Gy: Certain stuff...
Elle: Gy getting hurt. Or my parents getting hurt.
Cerveau: My friends getting hurt.
Kaizer: My friends getting hurt...
Talax: Ditto with Cerveau and Kaizer.

40.)Yeah. Well, it's over. D:
Gy: YES, OH HECK YES.
[Talax (to Elle): I bet he screams that, eh?]
Elle: Okay then, back to work...
Cerveau: Oh joy.
Kaizer： That was long......
Talax: Oh, dang ):

42.) ...Uke or Seme? I mean, Who "RECEIVES" and who "GIVES" ??
Gy: Hey wait, what happened to 41? Anyway, I'm not answering this. *stalks off*
Elle: *smiles mysteriously as he walks off*
Cerveau: Huh. *shrugs and walks off*
Kaizer: Well, you did say it was over, so...*waves and walks off*
Talax: I can take both positions (;
[Kaizer: come along now, Talax...*drags him off*]

Wow that was long.
I think I'll redo this on Facebook, just with the general personas.
...Long, long, long.

viva espanol!

2010-07-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

I don't really like admitting that Spain won.
But hey, it was a lousy match overall, what with all the fouls by the Dutch and that stupid faking by that Rooney lookalike.
Which pisses me off even more since said lookalike scored the goal that allowed them to become the 2010 world cup champions.

Oh well, Casillas was happy.
I guess that's what matters the most.

Hum, anyone wants fried parakeet for supper?

sustaining the story

2010-07-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

...After spending a Friday night on my laptop, I decided to review my stories.
Yeap, that's right, all those sappy adventure stories I'd written when I was still new to the writing world, up to my current series, which is on hiatus due to the lack of interest xP.

From the first MMZ story, to the clash of Maplestory and MMZ, to a little writing in Beyblade and now, to the wild world that is my OCs',
My writing style's seriously changed over time.
For better or worse, I know not.
But I still seem to be writing to the same tune ever since writing my very first fiction starring Elle and Gy.
I disregard my stories with Megaman Zero and Beyblade
They were only my stepping stones, really.
After dabbling with MMZ and Beyblade, I unleashed my imagination on a total of 20 OCs, with many more still taking form.

(P.S, wanna try naming them all? I'll give you virtual cookies, milk and rootbeer :D)

Yeah, I think I have an overactive imagination too (:
Of course, I also have to take into account those weird poems/stanzas/mini-stories I wrote in my blue book.
My mind works in eccentric ways, as it would seem.

...Okay, this is the lack of sleep rambling already.
Have a good night, y'all.
Just wanted to point out.

My writing's became a little more bullshit artist-centered (:

a fullmetal heart

2010-07-06T18:30:00.002+08:00

ARGH.
There goes an anime that I've been trying to watch avidly.
Fullmetal Alchemist, you've really made it into the books.
Well, my books, anyway.
That counts quite a lot, seeing as my books are usually filled with ~~yaoi~~ alternative stuff.

Only thing I'm going to complain about is Roy growing a mustache.
OH AND.
(I was thinking about it while preparing my dog's dinner.)
I noticed the Xing people (Mei, Yao and Lan Fan) all have black hair and eyes (Asian?) and when everyone sees them, they go '...must be Xing/out of the country'
...Why is it that Roy Mustang fits into that category and nobody suspects anything?
I mean, when you think about it, he does have jet black hair.
And black eyes.
Mysteries of an anime...

holla if you've been down the same road.

2010-07-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

So...Cosfest is over.
CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES, C'MON!
Hahaha, I only took a picture with one fan, but that's a good start, I suppose :D
Hummmmm.
Not looking forward to the cosplay days that I have to wear a wig, yo -.-
I'm not a serious cosplayer, just one who like my hair colour just fine(;

GERMANY IS IN THE SEMI-FINALLLLLLSSSSSSS :DDDDDD
DEUTSCHLAND IST ZU FANTASTISCH (dang, am I out of touch with my German.)
Anyway, I hope they win the World Cup.
I wanna retract my statement about Spain, because I don't really like Spanish anyway :X
GERMANY/DEUTSCHLAND FTW.

Uh, well.
I've been thinking quite a lot.
...Especially on that train ride from Pasir Ris to AMK.
16-19 stops really does do something to your brain.
Anyway.
I don't make promises I can't keep.
So if you want me to make one I won't keep, I'll keep evading it.

Food for thought, eh?

Anyway, I just heard Eminem's new single from the store.
Not Afraid, eh?
This is the real Marshall Mathers speaking, I suppose.
The Real Slim Shady's gone a-hiding.
I can empathise/sympathise with him, anyway.
The road paved before him has been taken many times before.

Back to the cosfest.
I BOUGHT A KUROSHITSUJI DOUJIN.
But it's in Japanese.
Urk.
Oh well, there's pretty pictures anyway :D
There's a Gin Ichimaru keychain for Jennifer, and I'll see what Jamie likes from One Piece (oh wait, I already know that: Ace)
hummm, well, nevertheless, I'll see what else I can get(:

....6 weeks left.
Well, more like 5 weeks in Singapore, one week in beijing.
Sigh.
Time sure flies fast.
Oh well.
C'est la vie.

i had to go to that place
to get to this one.
there's probably someone who's stuck in that place;
I'll get to you.

it's been raining for a long time...

2010-07-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

I hate rain.

Now, with that off my chest, let's review how the week has been!

Slovakia's been kicked off World Cup, and so has Brazil.
What's left for me to support is Germany/Argentina, and they are facing off each other tonight.
Joy to the world, man.
But I bet on Spain winning the World Cup if Argentina is kicked out(:

I GOT MY IC :D
And I don't look too shabby either.
Talk about being stuck with an ugly picture for life, I'm not one of those unfortunate people(:
AND I AM OFFICIALLY READY FOR COSFEST.
A DAY OF BEING HUNCHED-BACK AND STRENGTHENING TWO-FINGER POWER, HERE I COME!
:D This is possibly the only highlight of my week, by the way.

Alma's leaving for Philippines on Monday.
That will mark the start of a 3-week horror of taking care myself+ the house.
Oh dear.
The fact that Crester eats and walks early in the morning doesn't help either -.-
Sigh.
Looks like being dependent on maids is never good.
...Since when has it been, anyway?
It's a rhetorical question, don't bother answering.

Anyway, I just watched Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood.
As much as I really, really, REALLY liked the series, I can't crown it my favourite.
After all, if you have something concrete to fall back on, it's not really much to cheer about.
Except for the voicing cast, they were pretty good at their job.
BUT.
...It's all so melodramatic.
Then again, much better than a lengthy story plot filled with 'I love him but I can't show it!' and 'I have sinned too much and must atone for it.' as in the case of Rurouni Kenshin.
(It did begin to bore me after the whole Shishio fanfare)

It is also much better than most of the other high-school mangas that's being circulated these days (coughcoughKaichouwaMaidsamacoughcough)
Though they are mostly there to relieve stress since it makes people laugh their asses off.

FMA Brotherhood has also earned kudos from me for their AWESOME opening theme songs.
Though some of them also worked effectively as ending themes.
Still awesome, nonetheless.
It's a must-watch/must-read anime of 2010, yo!

Geh.
5 Geography questions to go.
1 Chinese book to finish.
1 作文 to write.
1 作文 to refine.

....5 weeks to go.
Sigh.
That's pretty quick.

This is 10% luck;
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will;

and a 100% reason to remember the name.

self-directed and self-produced

2010-06-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

So, I'm finally back in the tropical land where temperatures never go lower than 25.
Somehow, somewhere, a part of me is dying in heat stroke agony.
But besides, that, HEY, I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE, YO.
Have been for the past 3 days, just to rectify that statement above.

The fan is officially my new best friend.
Now that I think about it, I wonder how I've been surviving on these conditions for the first 14 years of my life.
One year in Beijing has changed me quite a bit, as it would seem.

...On to the less depressing stuff.
SLOVAKIA VS. ITALY IN LESS THAN HALF AN HOUR.
♥ Marek Hamsik (((:
It's official, this pretty boy has made it into my book.
Along with Christiano Ronaldo, but I just want to throw acid on his shit-eating grin (and face).

Okay, this is where the writer/blogger in me cries 'I QUIT THIS JOB,' and runs off screaming freedom.
I have lost the attention span to blog, like seriously.
Life is a little bit boring now.
...Screw it, it's not exciting enough for me to really care about.
Or write about, for that matter.

But oh well, just to stave off the desire to write a crappy piece of work, I shall persist.
So, online readers, you'll have to put up with an eccentric egoist like me for quite some time(:

why do I choose the teams that lose?

2010-06-20T22:08:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHO'S BACK, BACK AGAI- oh wait, no I'm not.

Damn.
Well, in 24 hours I shall be on Singapore land, anyway.
AND IN 5 HOURS TIME IS BRAZIL vs. IVORY COAST :D
I hope New Zealand is losing as I type.
The buggers shouldn't have scored against Slovakia (since that invoked my wrath towards them)
Hamsik's hairstyle is cool and unique, according to the Chinese commentators :D

I'm bored now.
After reading through the stuff people wrote on my yearbook, I realized that I pretty much am a well-known genius.
Well, thank you for acknowledging that, less-smart-than-me people(:
And don't despise me for my superior intellect, at least you'll live longer.
After all, 'the good die young'.

Johnny's leaving.
Where am I gonna find another dude that pesters people to get addicted to games?
And has spiky hair akin to Mr. Preston?
Wakakaka, see ya, bro, it's been nice knowing you for a year.

JK (female JK, not cool-hair-looks-like-Rain JK) is leaving too):
There goes my Geography partner.
Sigh.
Oh well, good to know that you're still stuck in miserable- I MEAN, LOVELY AND ALMIGHTY Beijing(:
Haha, have fun in WAB, I'm sure you'll do well.

...Okay, this is getting depressing.
And has anyone realized I type very much in a stanza format with nearly-consistent 4 lines in each paragraph?
Not to mention every line doesn't connect to each other very much.
Hum, things are just getting curiouser and curiouser...

SINGAPORE TOMORROW, BABEH.
BACK TO THE LAND OF GET-FINED-WHEN-YOU-SPIT, ALL-TALK-NOT-MUCH-DOING AND CLEAN-AND-GREEN-FRESH-AIR.
Ah, there's nothing like home(:

...on a side-note,
I wish for a bunch of gay guys to come to my school that defies stereotypical views.
And hopefully they aren't bitches either.
Maybe a couple like the Junjou Egoist people, perhaps? :D

I realized something tonight.
Ich weiß, Ich kenne, es ist zu romantisch

BUT WHY DO ALL YAOI/SHOUNEN-AI STORIES FEATURE OVERLY-FEMININE UKES AND OVERLY-PROTECTIVE SEMES.
THE STEREOTYPE IS KILLING ME.

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highlights of the week

2010-06-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

Hahah, okay, this whole post is probably gonna be World-Cup related, because I seem to have caught up with the hype :D

Anyway, my gripes of the day...

ENGLAND vs. USA.
Don't get me started on that.
But since I feel bad for Green (the goalie), I won't start.
Though I gotta admit, it feels like I stayed up till 4 for nothing.

And since the following days to come were school days, I didn't catch the Australian thrashing.
Oh well, heard it was pretty awesome, anyway.

WEDNESDAY.
TODAY.
TONIGHT.
BRAZIL vs. NORTH KOREA AT 2.30AM.
Who's not gonna stay up for that?

Anyway, just watched the New Zealand vs. Slovakia match (which means that the Ivory Coast vs. Portugal match is going on as I type)
I have gained an interest in Mohawk Guy (Marek Hamsik, I believe) from the Slovak team :D
And I'm pretty bummed out that they tied, but oh well.

And the Ivory Coast vs. Portugal match.
EPIC FAIL OF THE YEAR, MAN.
During the part where you stand and honour your beloved nation's anthem, you shouldn't sleep.
Especially when it could be caught on INTERNATIONAL TV.
Eh, Portugal?
xDDDDDD
Nevermind, I'll still support you anyway.

ASIDE FROM ALL THE FOOTBALL STUFF.
...Nothing is really going on in my life.
Well, save the end of school and the leaving of some people.
I can't believe the teachers still set work, though -.-
Logic would tell them that no one would want to do anything at this point of time.
But then again, logic is screwed up, just like Probability, so meh.

Okay, gonna bring my focus back to the game.
T minus 3 days to SUMMER VACATIONNNN.
And then it's fun in the (sweaty) sun of Singapore!
...Then again, I don't really know what I'm gonna do.
But oh well.
I'm sure I'll think of something.

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superman can't fly.

2010-05-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

So...someone finally cracked under the nemesis called Life.
A moment of silence, please.
For even if we didn't know her;even if we didn't know what she had been through,
we acknowledge that she has had a battle.

And now, this is what I shall add.
If there is an afterlife (of which I'm not sure of), I hope she isn't regretting her choice.
Because if there's one thing a dead person would hope to be rid of, it's regret.
There is a reason why we ask them to 'rest in peace', after all.

Despite being a renowned cynic, I'm not going to prod any further on her leave.
This is my way of mourning for her; my way of wishing her well.
I may not know her at all; in fact, I don't.
I just acknowledge that she fought a hard battle.

After all, there is no superman in us.
We cannot fly; we cannot stop time and backtrack.
Life is a constant battle with us as ordinary folks.
We will lose people along the way, and ultimately,
We will go too.

So, in the end, all I have to say is:

Rest In Peace, Melissa Toh.

We may not know you, but we acknowledge your hard work.

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a letter to the black ticket sellers

2010-04-25T12:39:00.004+08:00

To the lovely black ticket sellers,

FUCK YOU ALL

It has come to my attention that a few people out there have bought tickets for Jay Chou's 'The Era' concert and are currently trying to sell them online at Ebay or forums for up to 150% of the original prices.

This has upset me dearly, or as the kid in me would say, 'pissed me off to no end'. I was hoping to secure some tickets, thinking that being 10 days late wouldn't affect me too much. However, as it may seem, I am greatly mistaken, and I ask that all of you who 'suddenly' couldn't make it for a concert that is to be shown 3 months later to ask for a refund at Sistic.

To make it simpler, DON'T FUCKING BUY IT TO MOOCH OFF TICKET SALES.

It is interesting, though, that the Heavenly King Aaron Kwok still has empty seats and his concert is on the 7th May. Perhaps you guys should consider buying his tickets and asking for a higher price online? I'm sure more people would want to go for it then.

Kind regards,

LGY/GYL

P.S, GO DIE IN THE PLACE IN-BETWEEN HERE AND HELL, MOFOs, says the kid in me.

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Yeap, that's me trying to be civilised.
But seriously, human nature sucks.
Remind me again why Eve had to take the apple that the snake gave her?
Remind me again why Pandora opened the box and created chaos?
Oh, that's right; Temptation and curiousity.

Just a friendly word to any Jay Chou-loving fan who hasn't secured tickets:

DO NOT. and I repeat, DO NOT, buy your tickets from those 'lovely' people auctioning them online.
No matter how desperate you are, do NOT succumb to temptation and desperation, because that will just feed our dear monsters online.
Think about it like this: What Would Jay Chou Do?

Hahaha, he wouldn't even need to buy the tickets, he's performing.
So think about it in another way: What Would LGY Do?

Well, she would first off:
1) Complain about the lack of tickets
2) Swear at the fact that black tickets are appearing online
3) Complain about said fact
4) Warn others not to buy tickets from black ticket sellers
5) Watch as SISTIC says that they have a full-house audience, but Jay Chou complain that barely one-third of his front row audience showed up OR Watch as black ticket sellers get clamped down on and tickets are back on sale on the official website.

Mhmm, that's what LGY would do.
So be smart and listen to her, because that's what a genius would do(:<

just a poor girl in beijing; eyeing that Sistic ticket counter in SG.

2010-04-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU KIASU PEOPLE.

...At least give me a chance, dammit -.-
So the bunch of you may be asking, WTF is this kid talking about?
This is what I'm talking about.

JAY CHOU'S 'THE ERA' CONCERT IN THE SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM ON THE 23RD OF JULY.

That's right. I can't get tickets to it.
Why, you may ask?
Well, that's because SOME PEOPLE BOUGHT EVERYTHING and the concert sold out in 20 minutes.
Or that's what the newspapers say.

Urk. I'm like, 10 days late -.-
And I'm so pissed off, considering I was gathering a mighty group (Georgia and I) to go for it.
WHY MUST THE WORLD BE SO CRUEL.

Oh well, there's probably gonna be black tickets out on sale on Ebay sooner or later.
If I'm desperate enough, I'll buy it.
Other ways of watching it could be to ~~bribe the guards and let myself in~~ scale the Indoor stadium and watch his concert from above.
Mhmm, totally will do that.

...Okay, I'm boozed out.
Shall wake up early to check out ticket status...es, though I don't really think there's gonna be a change till 28th of april.
...Note to self, stay up till midnight on the 27th.

they say the cherry blossoms bloom in spring;

2010-04-18T17:17:00.002+08:00

HAH.
I HAVE ONCE AGAIN FOILED THE PRC!
...Hopefully they don't catch me in this -.-
Anyways, moral of the story, don't move to China, and even if you do, get used to finding/making your own proxies (:

Shit, a shadow just moved behind me.
IF IT'S THE FIREWALL POLICE, I'm screwed.
Anyways, not much has been going on so far.
Even if there has been, I guess not much has been sticking in my head.

One event that I do remember, though, is laughing in Maths.
It's been a long time since I had to stave off from laughing so hard.
I guess 49 days does miracles to people.
Then again, maybe it also has to do with the fact that imagining people plummeting head-first into water when a bungee cord snaps is also pretty funny.

Hum, I wonder what has been going on outside the Great Wall.
Seems like it's been a long time since I've learnt anything really big.
...Well, besides the Qinghai Earthquake, the Iceland volcano and other natural disasters.
Hum, guess that's how closed off from info I am.
Especially since I'm too lazy to read Chinese news xDDDD.

...I'm bored.
And I have two english assignments to finish before this Friday -.-
Urk.
I have zero mood tolerance for homework these days.
Then again, it probably has to do with the fact that I'm starting to do stuff I usually don't do.
Like for one, JOIN A SPORTS TEAM.
I DESERVE A MEDAL, ALRIGHT. (:<

Not that I'm good at it or anything, I just felt like it -.-
Geh.
Guess this is what people mean by change.
Not that I mind it or anything, but I suppose it would have been nice to have normalcy once in a while.
Then again, it's spring.
(Or it's supposed to be, seeing as temperatures are raising from zero to 5)
Season of change, eh?

P.S, WHY IS IT STILL SO COLD IN BEIJING.
THERE ARE PEOPLE WEARING SHORTS IN HONG KONG ALREADY, FOR PETE'S SAKE.
...Screw you, chinese weather.
Yeah, here's what I think of you, crazy 5-15 degree environment.

Back to the days of flopping upside down

2010-04-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

I AM ALIVEEEE.
AFTER TWO DAYS OF BEING PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY FLIPPED UPSIDE-DOWN, I'M ALIVE.
GIVE ME A DAMN MEDAL.

Hahaha, but you could say it was worth it, since I did some awesome BUNGEE JUMPING (today) and went for some awesome ROLLER-COASTER rides (yesterday)(:

Anyways, here's the highlight of my Friday and Saturday!

Friday:
TAXI TRIP TO HAPPY VALLEY, YO.
There were SO MANY rides that made you go upside down(:
I think I've lost some IQ points and killed some memory cells, but oh well.
It was fun while it lasted(:

Saturday:
ROCK-CLIMBING!
ZIPLINE!
BUNGEE JUMPINGGGGGG.
I was in heaven((:
...Well, except for the fact that I gave up at rock-climbing -.-
but oh well, it was an awesome way to spend a beautiful (yet cold) Saturday.

I may have forgotten to mention my sis has been with me this past week.
The house suddenly became a lot noisier xDDDD.
I guess I'll miss it when she goes home, but oh well.
It's these little details that make you remember stuff more.

HOWEVER.
BUNGEE JUMPING= AWESOME THRICE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE.
One when you're young.
One to make yourself look brave.
One when your kids push you down (:

Alrighty, time to rest.
Blacking out for 2 seconds means that I should probably rest after hanging upside down this much for the past two days xDDDD

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resurrecting the dead blog.

2010-04-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE EARTH.
Just to let you know, I am alive and well.
Well, as well as well can get, I suppose.

BUT ANYWAY.
I JUST CAME BACK FROM A 3-DAY TRIP TO XI'AN.
I CLIMBED THE MOUNTAIN IN WHICH YANG GUO AND XIAO LONG NU JUMPED OFF IN THE FICTIONAL WORLD OF THE LEGEND OF THE CONDOR HEROES
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I was in Heaven(:
Well, not really, after the excruciating pain of scaling that damn mountain for two and a half hours.
My legs are still sore, and the massage afterwards didn't seem to help -.-
Hahahaha, but there's a story about this dude who cried on the mountain.
100 years later, an old man went up there and cried.
Gosh-knows-how-many-years-later, I tried to go up there and failed.
OH WELL. (:

华清池 IS SO COOL.
IT GAVE ME A BAZILLION STORY IDEAS.
SO DID THE HUA MOUNTAIN, BUT 华清池WAS MORE IDEAL FOR A LAZY PERSON LIKE ME :DDDDDD
Okay, to preserve the fresh story ideas, I better start writing.

TA TA FOR NOW.

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where's your crown, King Nothing?

2010-03-24T17:51:00.001+08:00

GEH.
NIC AND THE GAMING BROS HAVE HEART GOLD/SOUL SILVER.
...I'm tempted to buy it from Nic, but it's 300 kuai -.-
That's 60 Sing.
As much as I want to see how the new Kanto/Johto regions are like...
Yeah, it's a little pricy, especially since I can picture myself blowing on it like a Gameboy cartridge to make it work 4 years down the road.
Sigh -.-
Choices, choices......

Anyway, I have officially concluded that I can't go back to Singapore to study till University -.-
Even then, I'd struggle with the Math and Science (supposing that I go into those fields)
...sigh, tis' a Mad World we live in.
Better make the best out of this school which I'm in.
After all, it just might be the ticket to a life.

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so today was nearly shot to shit;

2010-03-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hum...looks like Hotspot isn't working anymore.
Oh well.
I'm kind of forgetting that I actually have a blog now.

Anyways, today's been pretty alright.
Save the minor scandal involving Bio, that pretty much sucked.
But oh well, tis' a passing of life.
Where I play the observant Fool
watching the pawns fight to their death.

...Alright, so it seems my depression hasn't actually washed over yet.
But then again, my mind ain't in the best frame of mind anymore.
(not with playing Enzai, but yeah xDDD)
Too many things have happened in too little a time.

Things pass too fast.
And they don't usually stick in your head.
What if someone smiled at you?
Would you remember them the next day?
What if someone gave you something you liked?
Would you remember it a week later?

What shall your answer be, I wonder.
But that's up for you to understand.
I'm just the observant Fool
Waiting to replace the absent King.

P.S, aside from my gibberish, Belbet is love(:
So is Jose((:
White-haired dudes rock.
So do maniacs.

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the 2nd requiem.

2010-03-10T17:44:00.001+08:00

First off:
Fuck you, Life.
And screw you too, Fate.

I was born as the kid who had everything.
I was born as the kid who could have had everything within reason.
Naturally, I grew up having things without really needing them.
They just happened to be there.

I was born as the kid who had everything
And didn't care for much of them.
I was the kid who was happier in my own universe.
The universe where everything was something I had to fight for.

It made the game fun.
In reality, I already had everything.
The game of imperfection and chasing false realities was what I fueled
Only because everything else was already in place.

One day, the board suddenly tipped, and the pieces fell out of place.

So realities and dreams clashed.
My everything became nothing and the things I fought for became everything.
With my universe turned upside-down, realities were fantasies and dreams were actuality.
I was reduced to the kid who finally got what she wanted
And lost everything in the process.

Where's the world within my universe now?
All I can see are the crumbling walls.
My game's been shot to shit, and the players have disappeared
Whilst I stay here to pick up the remains of my everything.

Or is it nothing now?
What is my everything, and what are the dreams I chase for?
I know not.
What I do know, however, is that reality and fantasy are all becoming one big nightmare.

Come now, see the demolition of the walls
That have been stained Yellow.
Gaze at the flames that lick the unfeeling corners
Of the Wood.

Wander about the remnants of the alternate realm
Filled with White Noise.
Finally, peek the genius that made it all
Who has been reduced to the Fool.

come now, come, one and all!
take a look at the glorious King!
weeping on the grounds of the barren land
whilst we dine on popsicles and waffles.

after all, it's the only way to get everything back, even for just a fleeting moment.

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life played in D major.

2010-03-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Fuck my life.

That's right, here's what I think of you, stupid passage of existence of which all humans go through.

Is there no one else you can play your stupid games with?
Is there no one else you would want to see suffering?

You piss me off.
Go screw someone else up.
I loved my life before all these things ever happened.
When the world behind my wall was all the evils I'd cast behind.
Now that the barriers are broken, must they all come at once?

Screw you too, Fate.
You work alongside Life, after all.
Is my luck that unfortunate?
Or does the proverbial calm after the storm still hold water?

You piss me off, period.
Seriously, what do you want from me?

fleeting dreams.

2010-03-05T13:25:00.003+08:00

Hum.
Everything was a dream for you.
Yay for the actual first post of March.

Let the cynic in me reign here.
The Thinker in me shall reign elsewhere...

...Will you join me for a cup of tea or two?
It is, after all, the Un-birthday celebration.

Boo.
(:

it messed me up.
need a second to breathe...
so,
whataya want from me?

pure terrorist, busting into my life.

2010-02-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.
Or...yeah, you get the drill.

I have no idea why I'm not fast asleep right now.
After all, sleeping at 1am on a school day is not something I usually do.
But oh well, maybe it's because today was basically a brain holiday for me(:

I love today, by the way(:
I think it's the best day in many weeks((:

I UNDERSTOOD CHINESE(:
I am very very VERY proud of myself.
Now I just need to watch Journey to the West, lose more brain cells to write down what's needed, and I'm set!

English.
That was a bore :X
But Anna and Sean's podcast was pretty cool.
BUT MINE AND BANNIE'S ROCKED OUT LOUD.
...Ok, well, it spooked people, but hey(:
We made Thomas Hardy a lunatic((:

Break.
Lawl, I figured when Zane speaks like a Singaporean, a little part of me just gets happy.
I don't know why, really -.-
When I hear someone speak like a Singaporean (with different stresses on words and the slightly affected Chinese tone), I just get really happy(:
Even Hannah, Tiffany and Heaven said I had a smile plastered on my face throughout break(:

After break was Geography.
Well, maybe that lesson was a bore.
Went through our test, and I figured how badly I'm faring at Geography right now -.-
Probably should have studied :x
but oh well(:

ICT -.-
Well, I did my job, met my due.
It's their losses anyway.
Blegh :X

Lunch.
EPIC BALLOON VOLLEYBALL IN MK YO!
Went into the room and it was just utter chaos of people trying to hit a balloon with Squidward's face drawn on it xDDD
Whilst in a tiny corner at the side, Hannah, Sean and other peeps did their Math homework(:
It's times like these that I pretty much figured that some activities can really bring people together((:
I mean, look at the DotA league.
They are having the time of their life(:

Biology.
HAHAHAHA.
Oscar: YOU BEAST.
Just because I got 36 doesn't mean I'm out of this world.
You're just intellectually challenged compared to me xP

Math.
THE KIASU PRIDE OF SINGAPOREANS UNITE!
Hahaha, 5 more days to World Maths Day, and our class was playing like crazy.
Finished my exercises and went to tag-team with Zane.
I need to work on my number-typing skills -.-
My brain can think adequately fast, but my fingers are slow like BLEGH.
AND I LOST TO PEEPS FROM YISHUN SEC -.-
AND OTHER MALAYSIANS -.-

No offence to them, of course(:
I just can't believe my mental sums are that bad.

OH WELL.

Hahhaa, so today was pretty cool(:
...Maybe it's because of the epic balloon war and math (:
Plus I realized that when I do fast sums in my head, I tend to pronounce them like how I would in Singapore -.-
Not good, not good.
Well, not really that good.
I just need to learn to pronounce right at the correct time.
Haha, and I need to learn how to curse in another language besides Hokkien and English.
Because I had to bite my tongue from saying 'chibai' but I let loose a string of 'shit's
Hahah, I have a dirty mouth indeed(:

we are, we are, we are...
radio hysteria...
the future's just begun
on the darkside of the sun

chapter 2.

2010-02-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH.
Today was just too weird.
I think either peeps are winded from the CNY break or I'm just really tired.
Everyone's just acting up...
Or maybe it's just me -.-

History was uhm.
Abby was kinda...bossy, no offence to her.
But oh well, we got the job done.

ICT.
LAWL Mr. Clark was trying to demonstrate how a computer virus spread -.-
When it came to Ray to pass out the 'virus', he tried to grab me and couldn't reach(:
(Mainly also because I leaned back on my seat and refused to stretch out my hand xDD)
I mean, hey, that's one way of not catching the virus -.-

Mhmm, break was eventful.
I totally forgot about brownie sales, though -.-
Too busy looking for a library book to satiate Ms. Edwards -.-

Math.
Words can't express how glad I am to have Mr. Pankratz as my Math teacher.
I mean, I miss having a straight Math lesson, but it's nice to know that he can teach when he wants to.
And goof off and side-track too, but that's besides the point(:
I forgot to bring back my homework, though -.-
Going to have to rush it tomorrow.

English.
Reading buddy time...whee.
It's getting old, really, the kid's cute...but I'm just bored out of my wits.
Ms. Edwards was on PMS mode again, though.
Someone should recommend her 'Anger Management' or just get Jack Nicholson to fly down here.

Lunch!
You annoy me. Period.
Piss off and let me enjoy my food in peace.
Plus, Leo and Jennifer were sitting together (;
It'd been normal if a) Leo wasn't the only guy at the table, b) Didn't go red when Hannah called him and c) Come over to deny.
DENIAL, LEO((:<
Jennifer, poor Jennifer xDDD
I don't think I should torment her, so I won't comment on the suspicious lunch activity xDD.

Chinese.
I think I lose the most brain cells in Chinese, because everything just gets processed into English as quick as it can, and I can hear all these tiny voices in my head screaming in agony from the overload of information.
But the text is cool, it's about Sun Wu Kong (:
I dig it.

Chemistry.
AHH.
I'M BACK WITH OSCAR.
HELP.
AND CHRIS IS ONE SEAT AWAY.
REUNION OF DESPAIR.
At least Tiffany joins me in my misery(:
BUT STILL.
HIM AGAIN.
Wargh -.-
My grades and IQ are definitely going to drop -.-

Okay, so after school, we had Photography.
HAHAHA, I wish I didn't join, seriously.
but it's extra time to chat with Tiffany, Hannah and Heaven, I suppose(:
BUT the work is just -.-
It's no fun doing stuff that resembles what I do in ICT.

N'ways, I should probably work on other stuff so that I don't need to rush anything else tomorrow.
Today was a WTF day, but hopefully tomorrow will be better(:

Tono, didn't you know?
It'd become a muddy pumpkin again.

pure egoist, chapter 1

2010-02-22T17:12:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
I am alive.
Wow.
Words fail me.

Anyway, I was thinking of dedicating this blog post to all my MJ memorabilia, but I got lazy since that'd mean taking pictures of all of them and I have like ....uh, 10+?
Not a lot of time,anyway.

GRACE GOT ME A 'I ♥ MJ' SHIRT FROM LONDON(((((:
♥ Grace, ♥ Michael Jackson.
IT EVEN SAYS '1958- FOREVER' WHICH IS SO TRUE.
(: Life is quite complete now.
AND THANK YOU GRACE (again) BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TO SPEND IN THE FIRST PLACE(((((((:

Uhm.
Okay, aside from the awesome gift, school was boring.
Besides seeing peeps from a week's absence, of course(:
But with boring school comes a crapload of homework, so yeah, I suppose I should get started on it.

little big soldier

2010-02-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

TO ALL YOU CRITICS OUT THERE.
Well, not all of you, just most of you Chinese-speaking peeps out there.
GO WATCH LITTLE BIG SOLDIER, AKA 大兵小将!
IT IS UNDENIABLY ONE OF THE FEW GOOD JACKIE CHAN MOVIES OF THE 21ST CENTURY (if anything, I'd say it's actually the best in a long, long while)

Mhmm, you get to see a pretty cowardly Jackie Chan who knows how to leave action stunts to the younger peeps.
And you get to see this wimpy guy (you'd think he is!) who suddenly turns out to be a dude with biceps like WOAH kill himself in favor of his brother being a ruler.
...Ok, everyone should know that my summaries aren't good, so just go watch it for yourself(:

...Ok, I'm buzzed out.
Later, yo.

took a walk around the world

2010-02-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

Wow, am I exhausted -.-
Haven't felt like this since the bleep test.
Which, in my opinion, is a good load of bullsh17.

Mhmm, so been a-visiting these past three CNY days.
Got a pretty sweet amount of red packets(:
Plus we went to my cousin's new home today.
The place LOOKS like a condo, but it turned out to be a HDB.
The rooms are tiny, though -.-
Another way of keeping prices low, I suppose.
But it'd suck if I had to live in conditions like that.

And so we played basketball and badminton(:
Two sports that I don't really mind (in fact, I rather like badminton)
And I hope I got slightly tanner.
Then again, what's the point if I lose it again in Beijing -.-
Oh well :X

...I think I'm going to be pretty bored for the next 3 days.
I finished my geog assignment this morning -.-
T'was relatively easy, I suppose.
But I'll be paranoid and check through all my work tomorrow.
And maybe do some skipping or smth.
But yeah, better make arrangements to see some peeps or go roaming like Kenshin(:

lalalala~
this is a song calling for you.

she's backkk~

2010-02-13T14:03:00.006+08:00

GUESS WHO'S BACK, BACK AGAIN?
GY'S BACK, TELL A FRIEND.

Nah, that's just ripping Shady.

GUESS WHO'S BACK, IN SG?
GY'S BACK, SQUEAL WITH GLEE.

Mhmm, that's more original now(:
N'ways, as attempted by the last three verses, I am back!
In Singapore, of course, albeit for 1 week only.
BUT OH WELL.
1 week's here's better than none.
Unfortunately for me, everyone else has school after Wednesday -.-
Plus I'm lazy to visit.
xDDDD.
Oh well~

There's a party here in Singapore,
and I'm gonna paint the town(:
Well, that's a rip from the Genie now.
But anyway, CNY is making stuff pretty hectic.
Went last-minute CNY shopping today and everyone was like MOVE MOVE MOVE and I was like WOAH WOAH WOAH *gets trampled over*
I swear, this is no better than being in the Village -.-
But oh well, since it's Reunion Night, I could forgive the crazy mad dash for abalone on the shelves.

...sigh, my sleeping clock has gone wonky.
Waking up at 9 now -.-
(and for all you peeps whose eyes are bulging at the number, I used to wake up at 7)
I am a badass in that sense. (:<

Can your friends go POOF!?
I'm in the mood to help you, duuude.
You ain't ever had a friend like me(:

♥ JUNG EUI CHUL

2010-02-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

Lawl.
I'm hooked on Boys Over Flowers again.
Oh dear -.-
But it's on a different character this time!

JUNG EUI CHUL!
There's a lookalike of him in school -.-
I'mma calling him Pretty Boy from now on.

Mmm, the week's started and the days have been passing pretty quick.
Been pretty happy the past few days, but nothing's gonna compare being on the plane on FRIDAYYYYY.
Hahaha, 3 more days!

Urk -.-
PSHE presentation tomorrow.
Welcome to the world of Drama, indeed, Johnny-.-
Maybe I can fake sickness tomorrow or something.
Or hopefully the other groups are as unprepared as us.

...HAHAHAHAA.
VALENTINE'S IS ON THE FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR.
I ~~pity~~ laugh at would-be lovers.
Wakakakakakakakakakakaka.
I love this year.
I get to celebrate Single Awareness Day with red packets!
(: Icing on the cake indeed.

...I learnt Love Story on the guitar -.-
Like wow, man.
I finally got around to learning songs after eons.
(: But the irritating thing is that the song I really want to learn badly doesn't have proper tabs.
Oh well, I'll leave it up to my ears to do my job.

Meegle.
I'm bored again.
Plus Eui Chul only shows up for like, 3 episodes.
That's so not cool, especially since he's prettier than Hyun Joong.
If anything, he looks like Kyuhyun((:
...Ok, fangirl is coming into full drive.
I shall squash it while I can.

Hummm.
So, 3 more days till I fly back to Singapore.
Sad that it's only for a week or so.
But oh well, it's better than only having 3 days.
xDDD Sad life for other peeps.

...Ok, really bored now.
Gonna do other stuff.
Like homework -.-
Because that's what I do when I'm bored: homework.
I lead a sad life, but hey, I am a odd person(:

Yes, Grace, I love his face(:
Deal with it.

I MISSED SUPER SHOW 2 IN BEIJING.

2010-02-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

WARNING: COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF FANGIRLING OVER SUPER JUNIOR. IGNORE IF IT DISPLEASES YOU.

I MISSED SUPER SHOW 2.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
AND HANGENG WASN'T THERE.
AND KANGIN.
AND KIBUM.

HEECHUL CRIED DURING SHINING STAR.
IT'S NOT COOL.
IT'S HEARTBREAKING.
Oh my gawd.

Please, please, please let Hangeng finish the lawsuit with SME with good results.
Good meaning that he doesn't need to leave Super Junior.
The fans are already crying for him; Don't let Heechul do it too.
Please let Kangin rethink over drinking too much.
Please let Kibum spare time for Super Junior.

As quoted from Kangin, Eeteuk, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun in Intimate Note:
'MILKY SKIN KIM HEECHUL
WE LOVE YOU, KIM HEECHUL'

...I don't think I've ever cried for something this trifle in a long time.
But oh well, I can blame it on hormones(:

Super Junior hwaiting!

back-to-back hug

2010-02-04T21:12:00.001+08:00

Hummmm.
Yeap, this is me blogging after a four-day absence.
This is as dead as my blog can get, I suppose.

Anyway, the days have been running past me like a bunch of Netballers in the last leg of 2.4
CNY's coming up, and as much as I like that, the days are passing way, way, WAYYY too fast for my comfort -.-
Must be the panadol clogging my senses.

Mhmm, as you can infer from the sentence above, I'm kinda sick.
Has been that way for the past 3 days.
Unfortunately, ego and the passion to learn has prevented me from just calling in sick.
Mhmm, so yeah, schoolwork and panadol, yay.

No yay for you.

Well.
I don't really have much to add on from here.
Except that Panadol Extra doesn't keep you awake despite having caffeine in it.
The cover box LIED.
Mhmm, so don't take it thinking that you'll be able to stay awake and finish your homework.
Because you'll have the dreaded crash and you'll be like me right now.

Mhmm.
Let's play a drinking game.
Take a glass of water and drink its contents to the last drop each time you see, or have seen, the word 'Mhmm'.
Mhmm, so when you see the word 'Mhmm', drink.
I can guarantee bladder control problems by the end of this post(:
Of course, that's if you actually are playing the game.
Otherwise, you're no fun at all.

Mhmm.
So that's how my night's been so far.
Messing with people's minds, writing this, and finishing Chinese.
Woe is my life indeed.

...Nah, just cracking with you.
It's My Life, and I'll live it as I like.
Cos' like Bon Jovi said, We Weren't Born To Follow.
And as Journey has sung, Don't Stop Believing.
Peace out, yo.

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this is us

2010-01-30T13:19:00.002+08:00

Well, howdy-do, it's 10 degrees in the afternoon!
Weather's finally warming up, thank God.
Flipside's that I'm steadily falling sick thanks to that certain flu bug that's making its way through the DCB population.
Dad's already sick, there's no need to make me sick too.

These days have been pretty cool, but yesterday was -.-!!!
Karma's a bitch, indeed.
Just because I had an awesome start into the day doesn't mean it should all become like crap at the end of the day -.-
In any case, I'm eying the LG biscuit series.
Looks pretty cool.

Mmrpgh.
I'm tired -.-
And bored.
And loaded down with homework.
Feel the joy.

In any case, 2 more weeks to CNY break!
I am definitely staying alive for that(:

alles einstudiert

2010-01-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps of the world!

I am certain that there are manfish that walk among us now.
Thanks to the Swimming Gala, I'm pretty sure there are people out there with their invisible tailfins waggling behind their butts.

But anyway, on to the swimming gala!

ZANE WAS SO ASiLDJALIHFLIASF WTF.
HE WAS FIRST FOR EVERY EVENT HE PARTICIPATED IN HIMSELF.
And when he wins, he has this '-.-' look.
Almost like he's used to it.
I swear, I bet he's genetically enhanced with fish genes!
So is his brother!
They are one with the water!
And they fly into it!

...In any case, ignore the incoherent rant, this is me being near the pool after god knows how long.
I resolve to learn how to swim by next year's Swimming Gala.
Kinda felt pathetic cheering like crazy.
I need to do something, man!
Plus I'm gonna make sure I get over this hydrophobia thing.
You can't get the best of me, water!

...Mhmm(:
Besides that, today was a pretty cool day.
Signed up for the Guang Ai orphanage service thing and Photography.
Apparently I'll be helping out with Drama/Art.
...I might be able to do Drama, but I have no idea what drove me to do Art.
Blegh, oh well.

Lawl@ jie xDDDD. April's so far off -.-
But you're gonna go 欢乐谷with me, that's for sure!
My friends want to go too xDDD.
And then we're going to Xi'an...mhmm.
What's there to plan?
Take a day at a time(:

life couldn't get better

2010-01-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

MIRACLE!
Love it.
Somehow, even though I don't understand the lyrics, it lifts my spirit nevertheless.
Mhmm, awesome song.
Not gonna be bothered to hunt the chinese version, though.

Speaking of Chinese, I need to research on the Shanghai Expo.
Blegh -.-
Oh well, I somehow managed to convince other Grace that the scar on her eyebrow was akin to that of a healed eyebrow piercing.
I think I made her feel significantly cooler(:

Anyway, today was a pretty cool day.
Events happened, but it wasn't upsetting.
That's what I like best about these kinds of days(:
Even though stuff happens, it's akin to nothing.

Nothing is best, especially when crap has been happening.
Thus my quote in service.
I love days like today, where things happen to constitute to nothing.

Tomorrow's gonna be a nerve-wrecker, though.
Dulwich activities fair -.-
Urgh.
Probably gonna do Service and Photography with Hannah (although I don't really like Photography, it's kinda cool)
Should ask Tiffany tmr if she'd like to join the service thing too.

Mhmm(:
I'm still pretty happy.
Maybe this is my state of hyperness.
But still,
LIFE COULDN'T GET BETTER(:

...Well, it could, but still, let's be realistic.
This is the best day I've had in weeks.
....Or at least, compared to yesterday, my mood's significantly better.
Hahahahha, this post is filled with light-hearted crap.
How long has it been since you've seen stuff like this from me?

Hmmm(:
Today was great.
Or at least, tonight was great.
Had a talk with my dad, and figured he's as humane as the rest of us.
I mean, hey, you live, learn and die.
And you can teach an old dog new tricks(:
So failures of the world, cheer up!
You still have time to learn, and in any case, you'd die learning anyway.
Just make your life the best that it is.

...Ok, I definitely took crack sometime tonight.
But bleh your opinion.
~~I think my crack was copious amounts of yaoi~~

M'kay, I should focus on my work again.
This update was to prove to you that I didn't go suicidal on Sunday night(:
Cheers!

bill kaulitz is gay WTF!?

2010-01-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

...nah, don't let my blog title confuse you.
For the record, he is NOT gay, thank you.
He just has an eccentric fashion sense and really androgynous looks.
So does Adam Lambert!

...Ok, I think I should shut up now.

Anyway, the weekend has been awesome!
Finished my homework, and went for a movie too!
The Spy Next Door!
...Yeah, was kinda cheesy, but that's what you get from a Jackie Chan comedy/action movie that is family-oriented.
Wakakakakakaka.

...Ick, tomorrow's already Monday.
Another week's ahead, but I dread tomorrow -.-
Only because there's PE, but yeah.

Grah, the nuisance of having two laptops.
I have to update everything from my Mac to the PC.
Oh well, c'est la vie...in a weird sense.

I MISSED SUPER JUNIOR'S CONCERT LAST NIGHT.
WARGH.
All because I thought they wouldn't be having a concert here.
Sigh.
Oh well.

Meh, I'm buzzed out.
But I can still say that I ♥ Bill Kaulitz and Tokio Hotel(:
Not as much as my OCs, but yeah.
They are probably on par with Super Junior((:

...Alright, gonna get on with the dreary preparation of tomorrow.
Ta.

because dong jie is 300 miles from xi jie

2010-01-23T10:27:00.003+08:00

G'morning people of the world!
The sun is shining, it's -2 out there, Muttons to Midnight podcasts are playing on my Itunes and Eeteuk is smiling.
Today will be good(:

Anyway, yesterday was also pretty good.
Nice way to end off the weekend, I suppose.
We celebrated Mr. Pankratz's birthday in Math class!
Enid's brownie cake was good, regardless of easy bake mix or not.
Plus other peeps got good stuff for him too.
Shame that not every teacher's like the Pank!, but then again, I think it's better that way (:

...Right, now I got to get started on my work.
Procrastinated the whole night listening to MTM podcasts and finding tabs for Daddy.
That reminds me, I have unwittingly gotten myself into a performance this Friday.
Urgh -.-
Not really looking forward to it, just wish that I could stay at home alone.
Or bring someone along to share my misery.
Hummm.

By the way, anyone keeping up with the Haiti aftermath?
I just watched a charity concert for the Haiti survivors filled with A-list stars.
Amusing how I didn't see such a big thing for victims of Sumatra and Sichuan.
Then again, I suppose Asia had its own big charity event for victims of the earthquake.

dong jie, it's 300 miles from xi jie.
guess that means I'm 300 miles from home.

chinese mojo factor

2010-01-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

Lawl.
Too lazy to flip the Hotspot Shield switch.
Anyway, today's been a pretty nifty day.
Finished most of my work, and dreading the new load that will come tomorrow.
But hey, tomorrow's Friday, I'm looking forward to the day(:

So, Thursday's events!

Physics.
Bore, yawn, snore, groan. Of course, I tried paying attention, but I can't help it, there's way too much theory involved.
...Of course, until he came to Newton's Laws, and I started paying more attention since it's more Mythbusters-y.

History.
Now that's a bore. Did a report thing.

Break.
...I forgot what we did. In any case, yawn(:

Chinese.
Thank goodness she wasn't PMS-ing today.
And my reading sucks :X but oh well.

Chemistry.
Haha, intense period today.
Did an investigative experiment on the conditions for rusting.

Lunch.
Sharon has officially put the Joker's smile to shame.
I will cease to be afraid of him and run when Sharon puts on her teddybear smile.
The food was also pretty bleh.
Didn't help that the school's water pipe had burst/froze, so there wasn't running water and the spoons and forks ran out pretty quickly.

After lunch was ICT.
Y'know, regardless of what mood I was in before an ICT period, my mood instantly plummets when I go for that class.
It like from (((: to /:
Not cool, yo.

English!
Philosophy!
Evolution of man!
Shoots, should have totally chosen the fourth question.
I would have rattled on about creationism and Darwinism and incest and crap.
But the question we did was pretty thought-worthy too.
I was totally shooting down Cas's comments...not that I meant to :X
But yeah, it seemed like whenever she made a comment, I'd put my hand out for the ball xDDDD

Philosophy hurts people's brains, but hey, it's fun while it lasts.
The tension keeps you on the edge too.
I should totally intro it to the teachers at IJ (: <

...Anyway, that has been my day.
Eeteuk's smile is lifting my mood for the night(:
G'night, peeps, and goodbye.

你是只小麻雀;
有一天变美丽，只有我会相信
【你是世界上最美的风景】

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this gift is my curse for now

2010-01-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

...The days are definitely getting longer.
Anyway, a book for you non-readers to grab/watch!
Tis' called The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini.
It's so good, you'll be bawling your eyes out regardless of film or book.
...Then again,I haven't watched the movie, but the book is really good.
~~plus it makes you want to punch blonde people with blue eyes after that~~

Anyway, today's being a pretty nice whirlwind of work and events.
New seating arrangements in English, Math homework, Geography homework, Rod-still-pisses-me-off moments, Blatant-sucking-up-in-Bio moments and stuff like that.
Pretty much left me with a nasty headache.

...I think I need to see a shrink.
Been having really weird dreams lately.
Ranging from Alice in Wonderland to Spongebob 0o
Sometimes I wonder if it has to do with my sanity.
Oh well.

Lawl, that reminds me, Jennifer bought me more Suju posters, and as much as I appreciate them, I try to limit the posters I have :X
After all, what am I gonna do with them when they turn 40 and me 30?
Papers are flowers, they will wilt one day.

...And I'm gonna get more Panadol, since this headache is making me poet-y.

Life could get better~
Like a miracle...

the window that cannot be closed

2010-01-19T17:44:00.002+08:00

The days are getting darker...
Yeah, today was a pretty bleak day.
And ominous too, considering high pollution levels and broken registers.
Was also quite tiring, since everything just passed like a blur.
Wonder what's up with my mojo factor lately...

Anyway, events of today!
History....
First lessons' information never goes into my head.
But yeah, I know that there's homework, that's about it.

ICT.
I pray that I will not get sick.
There's way too many people coughing for my liking.
Then again, maybe it's because of the toxic air pollution today :X

Break.
Had to rush my math homework, but yeah, was pretty easy.

After break was Math.
Nothing much ever happens in Math :X
We had our buddy reading time in English.
I bet my buddy's gonna become a whiz in English when she grows up(:
Her writing's so good, even for a 10 year old.
I'm envious :X

Lunch -.-
Registers started breaking down, causing a 500-strong line of hungry people to grumble and fight.
Nah, not really, but people started cutting in-line which pretty much pissed me off.

After lunch was Chinese.
Lao shi was PMS-ing big time.
Reminded me of Mrs Redwan :X

Chemistry was pretty boring,save chatting and stuff.

So yeah, there's my boring day for all to pity.
Now excuse me while I go off to brood and do my homework.
Later, fellow lurkers.

Replies:

Jie: Not that easy la -.- They are never going to say yes. Kinda obvious already since they keep saying no.

Grace: Yeah, me and my weird dreams(: Thank goodness they only happen on weekends xDD

fried rice paradise; shiok is how it's being described

2010-01-18T19:59:00.003+08:00

Dang, today was pretty do-nothing, but I ended up forgettingSo to bring back some homework -.-
Namely that of Maths, but I'll probably try to finish it during break(:

So...sleepover at Grace's on Saturday.
4 more days to convince my parents to let me go(:
And then we're going for a movie the next day.
So shiok(:

Speaking of shiok, anyone heard Fried Rice Paradise by Dick Lee?
Our dearest homegrown songwriter/ judge of S'pore Idol?
Go listen to it anyway. It's pretty catchy(:

So...Monday.
Woke up feeling erugh -.-
but thank goodness I didn't have any weird dreams.
Kept having them over the weekend.

Went to school feeling erugh -.-
Guess it's because I didn't have my shot of talk yet.
English was boring.
Downright boring.
Ms Edwards should put our reading time to Monday's period, cos' it's the best time for us to sleep behind our books(:

After that was Math...
Being algebra, I'm ~~super pro at it~~ adequately equipped for the questions(:
So zipped through the questions like WOAH.
Kinda proud, since it was a Monday morning and my brain wasn't working at its maximum capacity.
Anyway, Jennifer commented that I was being emo.
I don't think anyone was high anyway :X

Physics. Ick.
Did an experiment on acceleration and blah.
Wasn't as fun as Chemistry experiments, anyway.

History! ....
Hmm. Can't remember much from it, except Jamie introducing the wonders of Candybar to me(:
I now have TMNT as my Microsoft Office icons(:<

PE.....ick.
Volleyball -.-
Can't stand it, but hey, LAST DAY OF IT, YO!
Did pretty well in my opinion...cos' I caught the ball 4 times in a row!
I suck at setting, but oh well(:
My handy-work wasn't fine-tuned for volleyball.
Only netball, badminton and basic table tennis(:

Geography.
Blah, bleh, boredom. You don't really miss much in terms of entertainment.

So...yeah.
Monday's down, 18 more days till the CNY break.
...Which means that there's 18(24)= 432 hours left.
...Take away each amount of time I sleep per day, that's 432- 7(18) =306 hours left to wait.
...I can wait.
No biggie.
.....Mhmm, still waiting.
...Oh crap it, who am I kidding -.-

Gonna kill time by doing my work(:
And yes, gaze and honour my discipline(:<
...Or pity me, whichever.

fried rice paradise; nasi goreng very nice
that's our speciality; 99 variety
fried rice paradise; shiok is how it's being described
book a table very wide; that's what I'd do...
to jump the queue!

the only thing I ask of You.

2010-01-15T19:29:00.005+08:00

It's Friday, time for those suicidal plans(:
In any case, today was Free Dress+ Bake sale day.
...Didn't seem like a Bake sale day since I didn't go to the cafeteria during break.
Oh well.

Today was the pinnacle of my depression(:
The weight has been lifted, hark the bells!
Nameless names will be written off the mind's eye, and peace will fall upon the utopia once more.

...Ok, enough with poetic bullcrap.
I have no need to feel hate for Nic anymore.
Something about connecting with God, if you will.
Had a good monologue in my head while walking back home.
...Then again, everyone has a monologue with themselves.
But yeah, you get my drift.

I've had a good Friday, and I'm contented.
Let the days come, I'll be prepared.

Have a happy weekend, peeps.

dear God, the only thing I ask of you
is to hold em' when I'm not around;
When I'm much too far away...
cos' I'm lonely, and I'm tired, I'm wishing you were here

world behind my wall.

2010-01-14T21:16:00.004+08:00

Hah, yo peeps of the universe!
...Or whoever it is reading this, hello.

Well, today's Thursday.
...Yeah, a pretty shitty day.
Let's start off the countdown to pissivity!

Physics!
Mr. Heaney didn't come.
Mr. Gerow was our sub.
Both of them make me want to fall asleep anyway.

History...
uh. Blah?

Break.
Blah.

Chinese.
...do I even need to explain?

Chemistry.
I think Ms. Burke was PMS-ing today. Was pretty quiet anyway.

Lunch.
I WANT TO KILL NICOLAS VERY BADLY.
Just you wait, you Hokkien beng.
You will be staring down my knuckles very soon.
Just you wait (:<

ICT came straight after lunch.
Thank you Shyam, Nic and Jonathan for shutting up.

English.
OMG READING! Haven't done that in ages:X
The Kite Runner is a pretty good book.
...Then again, I'm speaking from a pretty biased view.

...So yeah, that's my negative day in a nutshell.
Thanks to all the peeps that made it better in their small ways (:
...Especially Ian, whose locker is 'fo shizzle'(:

i'm ready to fall; ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
let me see the world behind my wall

Replies:

Erin: Haha, thanks. And those weren't poems -.- They were supposed diary entries!
Grace: Hahaha, nah, I guess I'll never get the guts to do that :X Thanks though(:

going down the river south...

2010-01-13T19:40:00.003+08:00

These few days have been passing like blegh.
Nothing interesting is really happening nowadays either.
Well, maybe because I stopped noticing :X
Oh well.

Today was pretty okay-ish.
Nothing really special.
Except that we had our first House meeting of the year -.-
I swear, if I could get any less enthusiastic, I'd be a rock.
But it's not my fault I have hydrophobia :X
...Ok, in an ironic way, it is, but you're not getting me into a body of water. No friggin' way.
So yeah, ~~Swimming Gala~~
Bring on the next bunch of stuff I probably won't participate in!
...Unless there's a Guitar Hero game competition, then I'll probably run to Charmaine to get chosen(:
Mhmm, but let's see what else may pique my interest.

So...poetry competition's also coming up.
I'm not sensing the love for it, cept' in Jesse, who seems absolutely dying to try his hand at it.
I admire his eagerness, anyway.
Well, I just thought of a poem...prose, whatever.
Let's see what I can make of it.

Actor.
That was the boy strutting down the hall.
Decked out, looking pretty dapper,
It's a pity we couldn't trust what we saw.

Poseur.
The reason why he intrigued them;
Disappointing that it is the only factor
That allowed him to be as close as he can.

Schmoozer.
The quality imbued into him;
Also the reason why he's the loser
Because now we tire of his whim.

Actor, poseur, schmoozer;
Two-faced, wannabe, traitor.
And now, while they stand aghast,
we will deem him an outcast.

What will be left is the shell of a male
And perhaps a dog's hind tail.
Never once did we question his stance
Until he bounded away, sparing us nary a glance.

Outcast.
That is your judgement.
Pardon for being so blatant,
But you are no longer one of us.

....I know I've done better.
N'ways, lemme know what you think, tagbox's at the left(:
Goodnight, peeps.
Remember, it's 2 days till Friday, so don't plan your suicide yet!

100th post!

2010-01-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

WHOO YEAH YO.
100TH POST AND COUNTING!

Anyway, nostalgia coming back to me.
Digimon, Fushigi Yugi (once known as Curious Play, thank you) and Flame of Recca opening theme songs keep blasting from my Mac.
I miss those days of watching things you weren't supposed to (:
I watched Ayashi No Ceres again and I really wonder about my childhood now.
Because I think it was stolen when I watched this show.
I mean, first episode and there's attempted rape! (I think)
And there's this hot guy with red hair!
Heck, there's naked people in the opening theme!
...Then again, so does Curious Play.
HMMM.

...I blame myself now :X
Anyway, I don't remember what the story was.
So I guess I'll be trying to watch the anime while I can(:

Anyway, today was pretty uneventful, save stomach cramps and volleyball.
Hurrrgh. Remind me when volleyball is one of the options, DON'T do it.
And my back's acting up again. -.- Sheesh, you'd think it'd give itself a rest after giving me a near-stroke in p6.
Well, I guess my life span's just shortened a couple of years.

...Ok, I've got other stuff to do.
At least, I think I do :X
Probably more homework.
Another day, peeps.

Replies:

Jie: Lawl, no time like that la -.- Jonathan's mum invite us, so mummy can't turn down the offer -.-. And yeah, that's just how good Avatar is (:

taking a walk amidst the maple trees

2010-01-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

I love a good ol' highschool drama, don't you?
Anyway, more about that on the contemplative flipside.

Saturday was a hectic day filled with homework and torture.
Went to Jonathan's house for dinner ~~urgh~~
Nicolas's family came too, minus Nic and his dad.
And his little bro IS SO CUTE.
I missed out on carrying my little cousin, like seriously):
But yeah, made up for the time lost by playing with him.
Looks like my bro's incessant high-fiving was put to good use((:

And I went to watch AVATAR today((:
Seriously, the story will never get old.
Well, the plot will, but the graphics LIVE ON FOREVER!
Na'vi language FTW!
3-metre tall Smurfs FTW!
~~humans can just go and die~~

Mhmm.
So that was my sunday.
Monday's fast approaching...sigh.
Another hectic school week coming up.
Time to put on my gear and suit up.
Party's a startin'.

she said what, and I told her I didn't know.

2010-01-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Ooh.
Today was intense.
Mr. Pankratz got really pissed during Math.
Like seriously, he was scarier than Mr. O'Shea.
Because you never know when he could shout.
N'ways, highlights of two days of school!

Yesterday's Physics.
OSCAR SHUT UP. Like finally((:
But he only did that because he didn't want to talk to Sammi.
And Sammi kept begging for him to speak
~~if only she didn't~~

Chinese.
Oh, Ian -.-
You'll never be as good as Eunhyuk, no matter how you claim to be him(:
AND I will beat your 2900+ songs soon enough, just you wait(:<

English.
We actually did a philosophy session.
Like wow, after god knows how long(:
But not many people participated, probably due to the narrow perspective of the question.
Oh well.

Today!
English.
Zane, did I tell you how two-sided you were?
Never mind, I have lowered my hating level for you.
You're just beside Li Jiawei right about now.
Stay gaming pro, bro. This'll prove you're SEAsian.

ICT sucked so badly these past two days.
And I'm slowly beginning to dislike Nic and Jonathan more and more.
Erugh.
Go disturb someone else, you two -.-

Biology.
Ah, poor Ms Cousins.
Oscar was on a bullshit roll today -.-
Spent the class making Mobius bands and talking with Hannah(:

Math.
*points upwards*

Mhmm, so I'm watching MYTHBUSTERS right now.
Awesome stuff.
Going to the theatre on Sunday to watch Avatar again with Tiff, Hannah, Grace and...other peeps, I think.
Pretty nice outing, anyway(:
And eurgh, dinner at Jonathan's tomorrow -.-
I hope I can survive the night with my mind intact.

Oh, that reminds me.
I got nostalgic last night and started to watch old anime openings.
And I realized that I was watching Ayashi No Ceres at wayyyyy too young an age.
Curious Play/Fushigi Yugi too.
But Flame of Recca was awesome.
Shin Hakkenden too.
And Akazukin Cha Cha was epically sentimental.
Brought me back to the 5-year-old me that used to run upstairs to watch it after swimming lesson(:

Ah, memories.
Nothing like nostalgia to prolong procrastination.
Well, I'mma watching them old anime openings again.
Blog another day, yo.

met a girl at the rock show

2010-01-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

...erugh.
Second day of school.
And it's already taking its toil.
Homework is piling by the day, and we are but mere Tokyo people pushed into the flow during peak hour.
...Yeah, this is how serious it is. I'm actually quoting Geography Rod.
Sigh.

There's 3 new girls in school.
Pretty cool, but definitely not the type I'm going to befriend anytime soon.
And nothing really cool has happened in school either.
With the exception of the fire sprinkler bursting for no reason(:
Now that was cool.

Now my mind's a contemplatin'.
Shall update another time.
Later people.

tommy & gina, who didn't give up;
cos' it's my life, it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever.
And like Frankie said, I did it my way.

screw you 中华人民共和国

2010-01-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

Screw you, China.
Yeah, here's what I think of your socialism status.
You made me happy for a night, and then you crush all the expats' hopes by blocking Blogger and Youtube again.
If you guys feed on other people's misery, well, you've got mine.

Anyway, since today was a snow day, we didn't need to go to school(:
But the all-clear has been given, so I'll have to trudge through 8 inches of snow to get to the bus tomorrow.
Whoop-te-crappy-do.
As much as I'm looking forward to seeing my friends...another part of me doesn't want the year to start.
...Ah well. C'est la vie. It was bound to start.

...M'kay, now to mindlessly waste my Mac battery so that I can charge it
Hopefully I can get it to 30% by 10.30, otherwise I'm screwed.
Happy days are here again...........yeah, right.

on the fifth day of oh-10, I had to go for class [for math I barely got a pass]

On the third day of oh-10, CHINA UNBLOCKED YOUTUBE AND BLOGGER.

2010-01-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

OHMAHGAWD.
I CAN SEE YOUTUBE AND BLOGGER FROM MY SCREEN.
THIS IS MONUMENTAL.
WE ARE BACK IN THE 21ST CENTURY.
PARTY IN THE HIS-HOUSE, YO!

Well, now that I have freedom of speech, time to show my thanks to the China Government!
谢谢你，中华人民共和国！
...Now that that's over, back to my daily rants!

So...left for China this morning.
We got delayed by like, 2 hours or so because of heavy snow in Beijing -.-
Which reminds me, IT'S FREAKING COLD HERE.
IT'S NEGATIVE 12 OUT THERE RIGHT NOW.
And it's not going to hit above 0 until February.
...Someone kill this tropical-born kid right now.
Anyway, other than many technical difficulties at the airport, I guess I could consider my flight pretty smooth.

...Now I shall try to sleep early.
But a little piece of good news for being stuck in heavy snow(:
SCHOOL IS CANCELLED. (due to heavy snow!)
I HAVE ONE MORE DAY THAT I CAN CALL A HOLIDAY!
...Though I'll most likely try to crash at Nic or Tiffany's house((:
Haha, have a fun day at school tomorrow, kiddies.
I know I will((:

Replies:

Gerryjie: LAWL. The blogger thing didn't save, I guess :X And I can't control when I can come back -.- But I'll be back in February for CNY!

Caitlin: I still stand that there's such a word as 'humans'(:

on the second day of oh-10, I packed up all my stuff

2010-01-02T22:07:00.005+08:00

Hum.
So, last day in Singapore.
Now that it's hit me pretty hard in the jaw, I realized that I've pretty much took this holiday for granted.
Seeing the class of 2/1 (at least, those that turned up) made me think back to the days that I proclaimed that I was in class 2/1 09'.
I think I still was a part of it, till along the way I left and stuff.
Hmmm.
People changed.
Some things will never change, though.
Which at times I'm satisfied with, since that's what makes them different.
And sometimes, what makes you different, makes you beautiful.
I suppose that's what makes us human.
Humans that are susceptible to the changes in the world and vulnerable to a myriad of things in the passing of their life.
......Yeah, I don't understand what I'm talking about either. Moving on!

So yeah, as I've reinforced pretty much a lot of times, I'm going back to Beijing (see Erin, perfectly spelt out) tomorrow morning.
Back to negative weather that freezes your ass off, the rage and fury of not being able to see Blogger, Facebook and Youtube.
Wargh.
I still have one Christmas present to go.
I feel like killing myself for not getting it sooner -.-

...Today has past pretty eventfully.
Had a class gathering (if you will) at West Coast.
Talked with Sheryl, Megan and Caitlin under the sun while trying to get a tan.
Of course, even if I got one, I'd still become fairer when I'm in Beijing -.-
So, after moving the stuff, peeps went off to find the bike and go-cart rentals while lazy people like me stayed with the stuff.
After that, Sheryl, Gowri and I went to at the playgrounds.
It was pretty ironic that I was wearing a shirt saying 'I will be your happy angel' when I was being a sadist and taking pleasure in people's misery (Schadenfreude!)
Oh well, at least I was happy(:
Sheryl's fedora is pretty cool.
I think I'll get one in Beijing...or two(:
Shall resolve to get one, anyway.

...Ok, the broody me is coming out.
To stave it, I'mma doing a quiz!
(Stolen off Gerryjie's blog since I'm too lazy to hunt for any(: Wakakakak.)

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: I guess...0o

B - BIRTHDAY:23rd June!

C - CRUSHING ON: No one at the moment.

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: .....Water?

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: A drunkard(: Or me when I'm about to sleep xDD.

F - FAVORITE: I don't play favourites(:

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Neither, thanks.

H - HOMETOWN: SINGAPORE!!!!

I - IN LOVE WITH: No one real(:

J - JUGGLE: Oh yeah. (: < Random Questions About You:

What color do you wear most?:
Uh. Come to think of it, I'm not sure. White and black, I think.

What are you listening to?:
Automatisch by Tokio Hotel. My Itunes is set to repeat one song only(:

Are you happy with your life right now?:
Satisfied, yeah.

What is your favorite class in school?:
.................~~you just had to remind me~~ English, I guess.

When do you start back at school/college?:
2 days -.-

Are you outgoing?:
Not really. I loathe the rising of the sun(:

THE CANS:

Can you dance?:
OH YEAH. (: At least, that's what they say.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:
LAWL. I think so :X Or maybe not.

Can you whistle?:
Yeap!

Write with both hands?:
Sadly, no

Walk with your toes curled?:
...I thought everyone could do that.

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?:
Why not?

Do you believe in miracles?:
Sometimes.

Do you believe in magic?:
I like figuring the logic behind them(:

Love at first sight?:
Eh, depends on the situation.

Do you think there's a Satan?:
Well, do you think there's atheism?

Do you believe in Santa?:
Only when little kids ask me.

Do you know how to swim?:
Yeah...but don't expect me to save anyone anytime soon.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
Why not?

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?:
...I'm not going to have to cruise to Beijing, do I?

Have you ever asked someone out?:
Nope!

Have you ever been asked out by someone?:
HAHAHAHAHA. I don't think it's counted (:

Have you ever been to the ocean?:
Next to it, cruising on it, never swimming on it.

Have you ever painted your nails?:
Nope.

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?:
...27-ish? Degrees Celsius, of course.

What radio station do you listen to?:
98.7fm!

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
....Some vegetarian restaurant opposite the old Gay World area.

What was the last thing you bought?:
My New Year clothes?

Who was the last person you took a picture of?:
...UH.
Gen, I think.
Actually, she took the pictures herself(:

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?:
Not really....

Ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yeap.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:
...I don't think so?

Ever cried over the opposite sex?:
Just wait for December 12th, 2012 (:

Do you cry when you get an injury?:
Try not to, I guess.

Do certain songs make you cry?:
Yeah, if I'm already feeling sentimental.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?:
I'd think so.

What can make you happy?:
Uh. Good things?

Do you wish you were happier?:
Not really.

Can music make you happy?:
...I think so?

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?:
None yet, I think.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?:
HAHAHA. No, not yet, I guess.

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color?:
Black -.- It's not blue, is it?

Current piercings?:
None.

Have any tattoos?:
None -.-

Eye color:
Blackish-brown?

IN GIRLS. (if I ever swung both ways, at least you'd know what I'm interested in xDDDDDDDDD)

Favorite eye color:
Preferably brown, but it'll be pretty cool if it was green!

Short or long hair:
Uh. Medium?

Height:
1.65m please(: All ladies should aspire to be that height, no more and definitely no less xDDD

Best clothing:
...Uh?

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail:
HAH. I wish, but no.

Mooned someone:
...whut? You mean moonwalking or moonlighting? Because I've done neither xDDD.

Thrown up in a store:
Geh, don't think so.

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today:
Haha, eating a spoonful of chilli padi, yeah.

Gone skinny dipping:
Haha, no -.-

THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke:
Neither!

McDonald's or Burger King:
Preferably McDonald's

Single or Group Dates:
...Group for firsts, Single for laters?

Chocolate or Vanilla:
....so hard to decide!

Strawberries or Blueberries:
Strawberries!

Meat or Veggies:
Veggies!

TV or Movie:
Movie! There's no advert breaks(:

Guitar or Drums?:
GUITAR YO.

Adidas or Nike:
Nike(: Because I can just do it xDDDD.

Chinese or Mexican:
...Since I'm lazy, probably Chinese since I already know the language.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes:
Cheerios -.- Corn Flakes aren't aesthetically pleasing to me.

Cake or Pie:
CAKE! (only because I've never eaten a pie xDDD)

M'kay, that drove the brooding feeling away.
...Well, goodnight folks.
I hope you'd enjoyed the performance.
Because I know I did.
Hopefully I'll come back, around February, perhaps?

...Yeah, you're awesome, I love you.

To my Dulwich peeps:
SEE YOU ON MONDAY! (or preferably Tuesday. Maybe we'll get a snow day!)

P.S, I realized this was my first post in the year 2010.
So yay, 2010.

P.P.S, (to caitlin) NO SUCH WORD AS HUMANS MEH!?

2010 in 1 and a half hours.

2009-12-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

...So, it's New Year's Eve.
Happy New Year's Eve to you peeps, and those who are reading this on 1st January, 2010, 00:00：00， Happy New Year, you're in the tens decade.

Anyway, I've been pretty bored these few days.
Playing sims, writing SAL and New Year fics.
...Which reminds me.
THREE FICS IN TWO DAYS, YO.
I am proud of myself(:
Anyway, SAL is starting to freak me out, what with the twist I'm actually writing.
Thinking of going into hiatus so that I can work on Maplestory X instead.
Or I'll work on that other fic that has been seeding in my head.
Choices, choices...

Going back to BJ in 3 days.
I can't believe my holiday is coming to an end -.-
Then again, I came back here thinking 'Ohmygawd, I only have 3 weeks!'
So yeah, I can actually believe it, so I'm actually not that surprised, and as you can see, I'm in a slightly intoxicated-by-thoughts mood right now.
Not that I've been drinking anything. Why would you think of that?
~~oh shoots, left my tequila outside~~

Cough.
ANYWAY.
Happy New Year again(:
I'm gonna go work on SAL now, so this is my last post of 2009.
Say hello to goodbye, 2009!

MOVIE MARATHON!

2009-12-29T18:42:00.002+08:00

ASLKJHDASOLGHOAHWTROLOQGL TBQ.
(Sorry, brain malfunctioning from awesome overload.)

Anyway, I watched Avatar and Sherlock Holmes today.
Gonna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks later.
AVATAR IS AWESOME.
I HEART PANDORA AND THE NA'VI LANGUAGE.
James Cameron has done it this time, graphics-wise of course.
The story plot was interesting and well-written, but the love interest could have been cut out(: Mutual bonds of trust could've been enough.
Anyway, it's awesome.
Don't trust otherwise.

SHERLOCK HOLMES IS SARCASTICALLY FUNNY.
And Robert Downey Jr. makes an ideal Holmes with his wit and dry humor.
Jude Law totally owns as Watson, though.
I like Watson better than his stumbling, bumbling book-counterpart now.

Anyway, I shall blog more at another time.
I can't believe it's 29th of December already -.-
I'm going back to China on 3rd Jan, where everything shall be blocked again.
Rargh.
Can't stand it no more!
Give me back my freedom!

beneath this pillow is the key to my release~